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OH things get better in some ways. and they get worse in others. Like for example the immaturity of my exboyfriend. I mean seriously he broke up with me. Why does he talk all this shit. I havent done anything to him. I just excepted the fact that he is a FUCKING LOSER! lol the truth hurts sometimes anyways off that subject...
Today was okey it was raining which is fun. But this morning we didnt have our algebra 2 test which is awesome because i was really not ready for it. And i was really stressed out about it. Then in french we didnt really do anything either. At lunch though. Nathan got me some weed. and it is nice stuff. But anyways. I was going to sit upstairs with alex (georgia) and well we wanted some pizza me and him went down and got some pizza and well the security gaurd yelled at us for trying to take food into the classroom sooo I went and sat with alex darnell while alex georgia alex went and talked to nick. Well anyways when i sat down he told me that i shouldnt sit there because the people dont like me at the table. and i told him that i really didnt care. And he was all well i advise that you leave. so all i have to say is fuck him for being such an ass hole!
But in health ugh shit went bad me and nathan got in a fight and yeah. Thank goodness samantha and heather and dannielle were there. but yeah.. it was alright...
THEN i was supposed to go into work tonight and so i go in at 5 and well will came up to me and was allyeah chelsey your cut you can go. so i went into work for no reason only an hour. yeah kind of gay.. but thats about it really...
I feel like everything that goes wrong is my fault. I can never doa nything right. I fuck everything up. I am ugly. I dont know i just hate being me sometimes. It seems like i cant ever make anyone happy not even myself. i dont know its just so frustrating. and so many people at independence just judge me and they dont even know me which makes me feel even more shittier... OMFG DID YOU KNOW THAT THERE IS A FUCKING BET GOING AROUND THE SCHOOL THAT ME AND NATHAN WONT LAST BUT TWO WEEKS. I MEAN SERIOUSLY WTF.. UGH I AM JUST SICK OF ALL THE DRAMA. WHY DOES IT FOLLOW ME I HATE IT!! I wish i could do stuff right. I just dont know everything i do is just ugh wrong!!!!!!!!
Today was okey it was raining which is fun. But this morning we didnt have our algebra 2 test which is awesome because i was really not ready for it. And i was really stressed out about it. Then in french we didnt really do anything either. At lunch though. Nathan got me some weed. and it is nice stuff. But anyways. I was going to sit upstairs with alex (georgia) and well we wanted some pizza me and him went down and got some pizza and well the security gaurd yelled at us for trying to take food into the classroom sooo I went and sat with alex darnell while alex georgia alex went and talked to nick. Well anyways when i sat down he told me that i shouldnt sit there because the people dont like me at the table. and i told him that i really didnt care. And he was all well i advise that you leave. so all i have to say is fuck him for being such an ass hole!
But in health ugh shit went bad me and nathan got in a fight and yeah. Thank goodness samantha and heather and dannielle were there. but yeah.. it was alright...
THEN i was supposed to go into work tonight and so i go in at 5 and well will came up to me and was allyeah chelsey your cut you can go. so i went into work for no reason only an hour. yeah kind of gay.. but thats about it really...
I feel like everything that goes wrong is my fault. I can never doa nything right. I fuck everything up. I am ugly. I dont know i just hate being me sometimes. It seems like i cant ever make anyone happy not even myself. i dont know its just so frustrating. and so many people at independence just judge me and they dont even know me which makes me feel even more shittier... OMFG DID YOU KNOW THAT THERE IS A FUCKING BET GOING AROUND THE SCHOOL THAT ME AND NATHAN WONT LAST BUT TWO WEEKS. I MEAN SERIOUSLY WTF.. UGH I AM JUST SICK OF ALL THE DRAMA. WHY DOES IT FOLLOW ME I HATE IT!! I wish i could do stuff right. I just dont know everything i do is just ugh wrong!!!!!!!!