OH TODAY WAS A GOOD DAY...
Well i guess you could say i am over nick. Yes i made some big mistakes but we learn from our mistakes right. thats just the way it goes... But anyways i was talking to someone today and they told me that nick was actually planning on breaking up with me during spring break. and then i was also told by this same person. that nick had already cheated on me. but you know. theres not much i can do about it. i just have to get over and hearing that makes me completely over it. But yeah. its very frustrating to here all this shit especially with nick saying he still loves me which is just bullshit. So i have come to the conclusions that i am not going to talk to him anymore. if he calls great but i am not going to go out of my way to talk to him. OH yeah this weekend i am going to ask alex the one from georgie if he wants to hang out. because yeah i am going to start throwing my self out there and making friends. But i am really hoping that we will get a letter from east meck saying that they accepted me and then i will be gone from this hell hole.. independence.. but yeah. I was happy mom came and took me out of school early. I was happy lol. But yeah i am really not liking jessica and michelle right now. I just think michelle is a nasty girl and i dont get where she is saying that we are friends. because there is definitely no friendship involved there. and jessica is just being a bitch and talking shit behind my back. and you know what i think is funny if i were to confront her about it. she would deny it all. but ohwell its sad when they all sit there and talk shit about eachother. lol. its great. i have never ever delt with anything like this before. but ohwell. oh yeah tomarrow i go to work. LOl its a my first and new job and i am excited. so you guys should come by and say hi to me.. at Texas Roadhouse.. i am really excited. but yeah. umm i dont know what else is really going on.
I think it is funny how nick doesnt even want to be seen sitting or talking to me at school. which is fine with me because i dont want to be seen talking to him. i can do MUCH better. now that i have realized that. the way nick acted seemed as if he were a completely different person.. he seemed like a really sweet guy. but guess what i was wrong. lol it was apparently all of front. and i really wish i wouldnt have been that blind. especially when my mom was telling me.. and a bunch of other people..
but yeah lol i have no where else to do all this talking so yeah lol.. I dont know what else is going on. Heather and danielle said that they are going to kick his ass. lol which i am sure well you know what nevermind. But that is about it.
And i guess i have to apologize to jared and patrick for being such a bitch at the begining of this relationship. yall were right and i am really sorry....
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I think it is funny how nick doesnt even want to be seen sitting or talking to me at school. which is fine with me because i dont want to be seen talking to him. i can do MUCH better. now that i have realized that. the way nick acted seemed as if he were a completely different person.. he seemed like a really sweet guy. but guess what i was wrong. lol it was apparently all of front. and i really wish i wouldnt have been that blind. especially when my mom was telling me.. and a bunch of other people..
but yeah lol i have no where else to do all this talking so yeah lol.. I dont know what else is going on. Heather and danielle said that they are going to kick his ass. lol which i am sure well you know what nevermind. But that is about it.
And i guess i have to apologize to jared and patrick for being such a bitch at the begining of this relationship. yall were right and i am really sorry....
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