WOW WHAT FUCKING NIGHT
wow last night was JUST BAD!!! I mean it was aweful.. I had a real bad breakdown and i just couldnt take all the shit that was going on anymore.. I dont know see i think my problem is I get frustrated with little things. and i keep them inside and i dont really have anyone to talk to about them except my parents and friends from east meck... and well they get all bottled up then little things after a while just hit the last button and i explode and i just cant take it anymore
well last night was one of those nights.. and well i kind of feel bad but i exploded on nick.. some of the things he had said to me just hit my last button.. and i dont know in my opinion... well i have alot of opinions on how a guy should treat a girl...
and well in my opinion when you go over to your girlfriends house you dont look forward to getting something.. you should be looking forward to seeing him.. and last night nick told me that he feels like he has nothing to look forward too.. and you know its just hard...
because at times he treats me good. but them some things he say just kill me and i really like him alot and i dont know what to do... because yeah i dont know. its just hard...
and last night i just couldnt take it anymore. and i feel all stupid because i started to cry on him.. and then me and him had a good talk and talked shit out.. and then i got off the phone with him and went and well my dad called to talk to my sister OF COURSE. and well i got into to it with him because he is such an ass and i am trying to take 1/2 of a 1/2 of a 1/2 of a 1/2 of an 1/8 of a 1/2 of a 1/4 of a centimeter of steps to build are relationship and well now i dont even want to because he is just fucking stupid...
so yeah i had a stressfull night.. but today was good..
Mike was nice to me for once. and this morning was good the retarded kid asked for my number and i felt bad because jared and them gave him the wrong number.. and then i walked to class with jared because i didnt feel like walking by myself and that was fun even though they teased me hehe.. and i saw nick.. then in English i talked to katie about jessica and i am trying to get shit straightened out..then in civics it was awesome because yeah that was the most of fun i have had in that class. then in art we didnt do shit and it was actually funn in there for once too.. but afterwards i had an interview at Texas Roadhouse.. and i got a job.. YAY!! my first job how exciting is that.. i thought it was shit kicking.. but yeah..
thats about it.. and monday we are going shopping and i think me and arista are doing something this weekend along with me and amanda.. not to sure about me and nick.. so yeah.. thats about it...
<3<3<3
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Playful Kiss
The playful kiss is about you having fun and not needing to have feelings for that person. You just go with the flow!
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Peroxide blond
Try not to dumb your self down so much your better then that. Prehapes your blond because you think it makes you a regulation hottie or maybe your just the trailer trash type in that case I bet your roots are growing in. So Be Carefull with that bleach bottle and STOP being a posser.
well last night was one of those nights.. and well i kind of feel bad but i exploded on nick.. some of the things he had said to me just hit my last button.. and i dont know in my opinion... well i have alot of opinions on how a guy should treat a girl...
and well in my opinion when you go over to your girlfriends house you dont look forward to getting something.. you should be looking forward to seeing him.. and last night nick told me that he feels like he has nothing to look forward too.. and you know its just hard...
because at times he treats me good. but them some things he say just kill me and i really like him alot and i dont know what to do... because yeah i dont know. its just hard...
and last night i just couldnt take it anymore. and i feel all stupid because i started to cry on him.. and then me and him had a good talk and talked shit out.. and then i got off the phone with him and went and well my dad called to talk to my sister OF COURSE. and well i got into to it with him because he is such an ass and i am trying to take 1/2 of a 1/2 of a 1/2 of a 1/2 of an 1/8 of a 1/2 of a 1/4 of a centimeter of steps to build are relationship and well now i dont even want to because he is just fucking stupid...
so yeah i had a stressfull night.. but today was good..
Mike was nice to me for once. and this morning was good the retarded kid asked for my number and i felt bad because jared and them gave him the wrong number.. and then i walked to class with jared because i didnt feel like walking by myself and that was fun even though they teased me hehe.. and i saw nick.. then in English i talked to katie about jessica and i am trying to get shit straightened out..then in civics it was awesome because yeah that was the most of fun i have had in that class. then in art we didnt do shit and it was actually funn in there for once too.. but afterwards i had an interview at Texas Roadhouse.. and i got a job.. YAY!! my first job how exciting is that.. i thought it was shit kicking.. but yeah..
thats about it.. and monday we are going shopping and i think me and arista are doing something this weekend along with me and amanda.. not to sure about me and nick.. so yeah.. thats about it...
<3<3<3
Take the quiz: "What Kinda Kiss R U?"
Playful Kiss
The playful kiss is about you having fun and not needing to have feelings for that person. You just go with the flow!
Take the quiz: "How blond are you?"
Peroxide blond
Try not to dumb your self down so much your better then that. Prehapes your blond because you think it makes you a regulation hottie or maybe your just the trailer trash type in that case I bet your roots are growing in. So Be Carefull with that bleach bottle and STOP being a posser.