I spoke too soon...
Well everything is all fucked up right now!!!
Katie is all pissed off at me and FOR NO GAWD DAMNED REASON, she is pissed off at me when she should be pissed off at someone else. But hey as I have always said, it's doesn't matter what I do and/or don't do, I'm always in the wrong!!! I'm the one who was the true friend here, I'm the one whom has given her money, payed for shit for her, bought her ciggarrette, has taken her out to eat on more than one occasion. BUt yet she is sitting here and talking so much bullshit lies about me to Brandon... and then say's if she has to chose between Brandon and I she'd chose BRandon, well umm hello...I HAVE BEEN THE ONE IN YOUR DAMN LIFE FOR THE PAST * N YEARS NOW...he has been in your life for only 3 mother fucking months...how fucked up is that Katie??? That hurt me...adn deeply...here you've been telling me you loved me and appreciate my help and blah blaah blaah. Now I feel everythign you have said to me were all lies...I just want you and I to go back to the way we were. My problem is with BRANDON HUNNY...NOT YOU!!! There is no reason for you to be in the middle of Brandon and I...we can speak for ourselve's, and we're old enough not to need a mediater nor someone lying about me to him!!! YOU AND I NEED TO FIX THIS SHIT RIGHT FUCKING NOW!!! I'M NOT GOIG TO LET YOU GO THIS EASILY...NOT AGAIN... I LOVE YOU AND I REFUSE TO LET YOU PUSH ME OUT OF YOUR LIFE ONCE AGAIN!!! DO YOU FUCKING HEAR ME??? I FUCKING LOVE YOU!!!
Brandon well let's just say...we're on the out's right now...he did some I felt was EXTREAMLY FUCKING WRONG and Kate is perfectly fine with it. He could have hurt her much deeper than he was thinking about!!! But it's whatever dude!!! He is the one whom fucked up, not me...but yet I'm the one in the wrong here...how is that??? I'm the one who was the true friend here, I'm the one whom has given him money, payed for shit for him, bought his beer and ciggarrette, has taken him out to eat on more than one occasion. Heh, honestly...I could be perfectly kewl with him if we just sat down and talked...but he just isn't the type to talk he is the type to fight fight fight...whatever dude!!! Brandon, you and I understood each other pretty damn well, why your flying off into the deep end about my anger I ahve no clue!!! YOu have read my mind so many times as I have done with you. You and I are so much a like. You know how my anger is, you know about my past with guy's and why what happened pissed me off so muich. All I needed was time to cool off. But calling me a whore, that is where you fucked up...one i am not a whore, I do not sell my body and I NEVER WILL!!! Now you and I need to talk, just the two of us...and and come to some type of conclusion to all of this bullshit. Because for some ungawdly known reason I actually care for and about you!!!
Well I'm done for now...I'll update if any of us sit down and talk!!!
Love you all...byes!!!
Katie is all pissed off at me and FOR NO GAWD DAMNED REASON, she is pissed off at me when she should be pissed off at someone else. But hey as I have always said, it's doesn't matter what I do and/or don't do, I'm always in the wrong!!! I'm the one who was the true friend here, I'm the one whom has given her money, payed for shit for her, bought her ciggarrette, has taken her out to eat on more than one occasion. BUt yet she is sitting here and talking so much bullshit lies about me to Brandon... and then say's if she has to chose between Brandon and I she'd chose BRandon, well umm hello...I HAVE BEEN THE ONE IN YOUR DAMN LIFE FOR THE PAST * N YEARS NOW...he has been in your life for only 3 mother fucking months...how fucked up is that Katie??? That hurt me...adn deeply...here you've been telling me you loved me and appreciate my help and blah blaah blaah. Now I feel everythign you have said to me were all lies...I just want you and I to go back to the way we were. My problem is with BRANDON HUNNY...NOT YOU!!! There is no reason for you to be in the middle of Brandon and I...we can speak for ourselve's, and we're old enough not to need a mediater nor someone lying about me to him!!! YOU AND I NEED TO FIX THIS SHIT RIGHT FUCKING NOW!!! I'M NOT GOIG TO LET YOU GO THIS EASILY...NOT AGAIN... I LOVE YOU AND I REFUSE TO LET YOU PUSH ME OUT OF YOUR LIFE ONCE AGAIN!!! DO YOU FUCKING HEAR ME??? I FUCKING LOVE YOU!!!
Brandon well let's just say...we're on the out's right now...he did some I felt was EXTREAMLY FUCKING WRONG and Kate is perfectly fine with it. He could have hurt her much deeper than he was thinking about!!! But it's whatever dude!!! He is the one whom fucked up, not me...but yet I'm the one in the wrong here...how is that??? I'm the one who was the true friend here, I'm the one whom has given him money, payed for shit for him, bought his beer and ciggarrette, has taken him out to eat on more than one occasion. Heh, honestly...I could be perfectly kewl with him if we just sat down and talked...but he just isn't the type to talk he is the type to fight fight fight...whatever dude!!! Brandon, you and I understood each other pretty damn well, why your flying off into the deep end about my anger I ahve no clue!!! YOu have read my mind so many times as I have done with you. You and I are so much a like. You know how my anger is, you know about my past with guy's and why what happened pissed me off so muich. All I needed was time to cool off. But calling me a whore, that is where you fucked up...one i am not a whore, I do not sell my body and I NEVER WILL!!! Now you and I need to talk, just the two of us...and and come to some type of conclusion to all of this bullshit. Because for some ungawdly known reason I actually care for and about you!!!
Well I'm done for now...I'll update if any of us sit down and talk!!!
Love you all...byes!!!