Aug 16, 2004 20:00
I...Dont know what happened?
Why cant I stop crying?
He hates me...Matt hates me....He won't talk to me...He hates me....
I knew this would happen...I knew it would...
IM a fuck up....Im shit....Im everything he said I was....Im worthless....Im stupid...Im irriatant....IM nothing..I am nothing I am nothing I am nothing I am nothin I an nothing I am nothing i am nothing i am nothing i am nothing i am nothing I AM NOTHING I AM NOTHING I AM NOTHING I AM NOTHING...
Goodbye....Dont be mad....Dont be sad...It will only hurt a little bit....It will only hurt a little bit....It will only hurt a little bit....It will only hurt a little bit... Im telling myself it will only hurt a little bit..Oh no...I feel an anxiety attact coming right about now.....
Andie