(no subject)
I think I'm going stir-crazy. Bound by these four red walls, being home all day isn't as relaxing as it sounds. I feel like my anxiety is kicking it up a few notches, and my windows are shattering in my head, allowing me to break free like I really want to. I'll see how much of a handle I'll get on this over the next six months, but I'm sure it just takes some adjusting to get used to [being cooped up all day long(!)]. Today I'm going to reregister at Agoura, and my dad's only condition is that I stop hanging out with Margaret. Not like it's any of his business anyways, how I choose to live my life and who I choose to associate myself with. But I have no choice, considering I need to start dancing again. I'm not going to abandon Margaret though. We'll just have to be more...secretive. Yes, privacy will allow us good. So that's that, I suppose. Tonight is my little brother Jason's birthday party, so hopefully he'll have a blast. He is the cutest little brother ever. I'm so lucky! ..::smiles::.. Oh and speaking of happy things, I'm getting an annual pass to Disneyland so now I can go whenever I want! Yay! Ohhh man this is gonna be so great. Anyone interested in driving tomorrow, though? ♥ Keep in touch everyone. Hugs and kisses.