sadness
im reading the saddest book. the privelege of youth by dave pelzer. it reminds me of steven so much. i had to put it down today, i cried so much.
alexis is going through this phase where if i leave the room at all she wails and cries. nat was like that with judy when she was taken away. makes my heart hurt...a sweet little 2 1/2 yr old taken from her mama. placed in numerous foster families, before mom and rick got her. not allowed to see the people she loved the most.
it makes me sick to think of the horrible stuff my sweet nephews and niece endured and still do, because of my selfish...childish sister. mom thanked me for being a good mom to alexis last week. nut i just dont see how a person couldnt be a good parent.
alexis is going through this phase where if i leave the room at all she wails and cries. nat was like that with judy when she was taken away. makes my heart hurt...a sweet little 2 1/2 yr old taken from her mama. placed in numerous foster families, before mom and rick got her. not allowed to see the people she loved the most.
it makes me sick to think of the horrible stuff my sweet nephews and niece endured and still do, because of my selfish...childish sister. mom thanked me for being a good mom to alexis last week. nut i just dont see how a person couldnt be a good parent.