it's been a while since i've gone and fucked things up like i always do
haha i figured that was fitting. it HAS been a while, which is probably good for everyone in the long run.
alexis stood on her own for like five minutes yesterday. until she realized i wasnt holding on to her and she freaked out. i am so stinking PROUD of her.
i need to get motivated to lose 30-40 lbs or so. i just cant seem to do it. i think every day "Today will be the day" and it just gets pushed back. i feel so fat and disgusting it's not even funny. *blah*
that's about it.
alexis stood on her own for like five minutes yesterday. until she realized i wasnt holding on to her and she freaked out. i am so stinking PROUD of her.
i need to get motivated to lose 30-40 lbs or so. i just cant seem to do it. i think every day "Today will be the day" and it just gets pushed back. i feel so fat and disgusting it's not even funny. *blah*
that's about it.