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[sewxmyxwounds]

shana says ewwww: you were my first love
shana says ewwww: honestly
namebrand 21: yea
namebrand 21: you were mine.
shana says ewwww: thanks
namebrand 21: and i still love you, and probably always will
namebrand 21: but
shana says ewwww: yeah i know what you're going to say
namebrand 21: yea.
namebrand 21: i dont think i can ever go back out with you
shana says ewwww: okay
namebrand 21: like
namebrand 21: no offence
namebrand 21: its just
namebrand 21: too much pain
namebrand 21: too much fighting
namebrand 21: and its not worth it
namebrand 21: im afraid to trust you
namebrand 21: unless you're my friend
shana says ewwww: come on
shana says ewwww: i called you
shana says ewwww: when dee broke up with you
shana says ewwww: the first time
shana says ewwww: and we talked for hours
shana says ewwww: and i didn't judge you once
shana says ewwww: i helped you through it
shana says ewwww: or at least i tried
namebrand 21: we flipped out
namebrand 21: at the end.
shana says ewwww: what ex does that
shana says ewwww: okay
namebrand 21: idk
namebrand 21: none
shana says ewwww: nevermind
namebrand 21: just you
namebrand 21: since
namebrand 21: you love me
shana says ewwww: i try to show you i care
namebrand 21: im going to like,
shana says ewwww: but
namebrand 21: cry
shana says ewwww: it doesnt help
shana says ewwww: something negative always comes out of it
shana says ewwww: and i'm sick of it
shana says ewwww: because you mean everything to me
shana says ewwww: i am crying
shana says ewwww: and i have been since you sent thoes pictures
shana says ewwww: it sucks soooo fucking bad
shana says ewwww: when the one person that you're in love with
shana says ewwww: wants you dead
shana says ewwww: doesn't care about seeing you ever again
shana says ewwww: it hurts sooo bad
namebrand 21: well
shana says ewwww: maybe i do need to move on
shana says ewwww: and i know that
shana says ewwww: but it sucks
namebrand 21: ugh,
shana says ewwww: i can't
namebrand 21: you're bringing back feelings
shana says ewwww: well
shana says ewwww: it's true brandon
shana says ewwww: you have no idea
shana says ewwww: how i feel about you
shana says ewwww: i only did thoes thigns
shana says ewwww: because i was sooooo fucking scared of loosing you
shana says ewwww: you ment the universe to me
shana says ewwww: i honestly wouldv'e died for you
namebrand 21: nu uhh
shana says ewwww: but you don't get it
shana says ewwww: and you treating me like shit
namebrand 21: yea well
namebrand 21: you're lack of trust
namebrand 21: in me
shana says ewwww: makes me feel like i am the most worthless human on earth
namebrand 21: scared me awa
namebrand 21: y
shana says ewwww: i understand that
namebrand 21: because
namebrand 21: im the most loyal boyfriend
namebrand 21: ANYONE
namebrand 21: could ever ask for
shana says ewwww: i just never had a bf do that
shana says ewwww: they were all about me
namebrand 21: well
namebrand 21: im not
namebrand 21: im about
namebrand 21: everything
shana says ewwww: you're not what
namebrand 21: not all about you
namebrand 21: i was at first
namebrand 21: but imnot all about anyone, ever again
shana says ewwww: okay
shana says ewwww: i regret soo many things
shana says ewwww: if i knew what i know now
shana says ewwww: we would still be together
namebrand 21: probably.