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wow these last days... god i wanted to feel like dying. i thought about it.
brandon told me that him and elle were planning to have sex. i thought this was fucking bull shit on the account that we broke up 2 days ago. shes kniving. she's a cunt. and i have so much hate for her. she knew what was going on. but she still did it. a cold hearted bitch. but anyways i took him back because i'm crazy and in love. i love him so much. he's all i ever want. and all i ever need. i realized how much i needed him when we were without eachother. so talk shit... please. no matter what happend the last few days i will put it behind me. i will be strong. i've been thinking i shouldnt have taken him back. but hes what makes me happy. he promised that he won't talk to her anymore, and i hope he says true to his promise. i will try my hardest not to get mad at him or get jealous. but it's so hard because you think that someone is taking your love, life, and heart away from you. and it hurts. it hurts a lot. physically my heart hurt. it was going a thousand miles a min. i thought it going to collapse. but here i am. back with him. hopefully i can put this situation behind me. but it'll be hard. it'll def be hard.
yes.
off to work.
p.s. elle is the girl that is in the picture like 4 entries before.
brandon told me that him and elle were planning to have sex. i thought this was fucking bull shit on the account that we broke up 2 days ago. shes kniving. she's a cunt. and i have so much hate for her. she knew what was going on. but she still did it. a cold hearted bitch. but anyways i took him back because i'm crazy and in love. i love him so much. he's all i ever want. and all i ever need. i realized how much i needed him when we were without eachother. so talk shit... please. no matter what happend the last few days i will put it behind me. i will be strong. i've been thinking i shouldnt have taken him back. but hes what makes me happy. he promised that he won't talk to her anymore, and i hope he says true to his promise. i will try my hardest not to get mad at him or get jealous. but it's so hard because you think that someone is taking your love, life, and heart away from you. and it hurts. it hurts a lot. physically my heart hurt. it was going a thousand miles a min. i thought it going to collapse. but here i am. back with him. hopefully i can put this situation behind me. but it'll be hard. it'll def be hard.
yes.
off to work.
p.s. elle is the girl that is in the picture like 4 entries before.