i can't think
so i found out that Brandon, my ex, is having a baby. the momma bear is 5 months along. i figured i'd call him just to touch base and see what's up/new with him. that was a jaw dropper. i told him that i had to go to sleep because i didn't know what to say. i was in such shock. if we were still together he would 100 percent not be in this position. i know that for a fact. last night had to be the worst night in years for me. i needed brendan back. but he kept saying no, so i cried, of course. now we're back "together" then finding out that your ex is having a baby in 4 months. we broke up 8 months ago and she is 5 months along. i guess he didn't have to wait that long to get into her pants. it's not like i'm jealous or anything, i know that is in the past. me and my mom talked about it. she thinks i'm being "silly" about it. whatever, it's just weird to me.