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ive completely fallen apart. everythings fallen apart. somethings gotta give cause i cant take it anymore. miss you to amber. i even miss chris orr........holy shit i cant believe i just admitted that. i quit smoking cigarettes for good been two days now.........i swear to fuckin god though ill never pick up a damn cigerette again. i quit smokin pot. shits stupid. i quit everything..cept for the occassional drink. i just want someone who will come along and drastically change my life. for the better
and actually give a fuck. whatever i refuse to care.