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i'm not even here

i do nodeggzist
i am the bellybuttonlint faery

give me your tummy taffy!
laugh like a tommy gun

s
o

go play in trafficjams

s
o

honeybarbeque bees sting arteries
snow
falls

one
by
one (ex-beyahlidocious!)
somewhere, iowa
i was thrown into the cornmaze

(fireflyguts lie
glowing science
boyplay
on strings
on rackets
in parks
on the river kalamazoo)

i'm not even here
you don't know i exist
i

might be
but

whatever

o
r

whenever, whoever
drink vapourwater
electraseltzer
combination locklets
headlocklets
hairbone hamlet productions
marrow productions, broken by association

t
o

yours truly, a psychotic
i don't even exist, no unhip sociopath to

push

me around in a wheelchair decay to day
pay to play
i
see
fumbled
understatements
of egregious psychoses

i am one of the cracked eggs
not even here

can't see me
don't even exist
can't prove a thing
can't prove i did it

be

be-diddy
did it
diddy-doo

the moon (distant stars)

caramel carsex pointe
make-out session on spin alley
free
ed
up

a
n
d mai tai is delicious
litebeer with lime mustache
handlebar banana seat 19 year old girlfate

that

is the power of the middleclass (tack, panache, plaster)
is the burbs of painless mediation
pointless readings
and joy

surprising by mandated "babbit" by sinclair lewis
at age 17
(don't even ask me why)
(don't ask me why, but i loved it) how?

the man DID say

"When fascism comes to America, it will be wrapped in a flag and carrying a cross."

and how can you not love?

a
n
d

how can you fake false teeth backwashtalk?
when did i get elected constable
of cold olive a.m.

i

am not
here

i am not even

here
i am

not even

real