not overanalyzing this time

[sewmyheartshut]

I feel like a complete asshole. I can't sleep and have all these problems, and you.. you're just so wonderful and stand out from everyone else.. I can never stop thinking about you.. I am so sorry for the past couple of days. Stress keeps building up and I just don't know what to do with myself sometimes. I need a sense of something to hold onto, or someone.. sigh. I like you so much, you really have no idea.. I just wish I could be perfect for you, without my stupid problems getting in the way of anything, or preventing us from seeing each other, I want you to be happy. I've never felt this way before, I can see such a future if I can just get through the present. you're everything I could ever love about a person, all wrapped up into one beautiful, amazing, wonderful ... you. and only you. You really, truely have no idea.

I'm sorry.

From the bottom of my heart.

<3

I like you more than you'll ever know.