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[sewmeup]

maybe you should have thought about how much you cared about me when we were together

maybe you should have thought about how much you cared after we broke up

maybe you should have thought about how much you cared while wasting those 5 long months alone

well if you cared then why was i alone for those months

why am i still alone

i was just second best. i was just the boy after the one you loved. all that time you lied.
just goes back to the old saying you dont know what youve got until its gone.
i dont believe you.

i dont think id ever say this but im over you. theres always part of me that'll be with you.
through all the fights and crying and time apart i still care. you dont believe me i know.
we've fucked everything up. theres no hope for us. youre calling now. its over
let me go.
im really no one. youll never have to see me again in one month.
we can be happy
you need to let go for yourself...

im moving on. trying to leave all the bad things behind.

theres so much more i want to tell you but i wont.
theres so much more i want to do with you but i cant.

we could keep fighting and just remember the good things. not what has happened or what could have been because its over and its never coming back so there is no point to feeling sad or sorry.
were both sorry but it wont change what has been done.

just move on.
itll be ok.