am i not screaming loud enough?
Ten Things I Wish I Could Say To Ten Different People:
o1. Where are we? Can I say I love you yet? Is that too fast, would that scare you away? I'm scared that I'll mess it up. Please, don't let me mess this up.
o2. I want to be there to help.
o3. I'm so happy you're this way, now. I acted harshly, back then. I'm glad we're where we are.
o4. Stop. You know it's harmful. Just stop.
o5. Don't let It hurt you.
o6. I'm glad he has you to talk to. I wish I spoke to you more.
o7. You're weird. But that's okay, you're a great friend anyway.
o8. I'm so sorry it all happened to you. You acted on impulse, but I can't fully blame you. You're welcome here, though.
o9. I'm sorry I left you. You're alright now, but still. I'm so sorry.
1o. You're gone, but I still hate you.
Nine Things About Me
o1. I like the cold, I like snow. It reminds me of home.
o2. Cooking is the best way to spend free time~.
o3. I have cars at my house. And I don't live in an igloo. Shocking, I know.
o4. I do mush, though.
o5. And, on that note, I'm a dog person. Cats are nice too, though.
o6. Hot water hurts me. A lot.
o7. Reading is nice.
o8. I guess... I'm shy? I figure I am.
o9. I'm trying to learn how to play piano. It's h-hard, though...
Eight Ways To Win My Heart
o1. Accept me.
o2. Enjoy food. I cook a lot. A lot.
o3. Be clean. Sure, I was raised in the wilderness, but that doesn't mean I want to cozy up to something smelly and sweaty!
o4. Like animals. I have lots.
o5. Listen to me. I-I have plenty to say.
o6. I'm not exactly model thin, or a drop dead gorgeous girl... So, d-don't be shallow, I guess? I mean, don't expect s-so much from me.
o7. Don't rush. I like to pace myself.
o8. Don't be afraid to correct me or stop me. I make mistakes. I need someone there to help me.
Seven Things That Cross My Mind A Lot
o1. When will I go home?
o2. Do I want to go home?
o3. I don't think I'm doing this right...
o4. Is something burning?
o5. I bet Adrian left this open...
o6. I hope Elliot's eating well...
o7. Where did that dog go?
Six Things I Do Before I Fall Asleep (in approximate order)
o1. Eat dinner.
o2. Make sure Ashlyn eats dinner.
o3. Shower.
o4. Change into pajamas!
o5. Eat some ice cream.
o6. Brush teeth.
Five People That Mean A Lot To Me
o1. Elliot. Adrian, Ashlyn, Akitla, and all my other cities.
o2. Elliot.
o3.
o4.
o5. Dimitri...? Ah, this is an awkward question.
Four Things I’m Wearing Right Now
o1. Sweater.
o2. Cardigan.
o3. Pants.
o4. Hmm. Underwear? That counts, r-right?
Three Songs I’ve Been Listening To Way Too Often Lately
o1. Peach Plum Pear - Joanna Newsom
o2. Ghosts - Laura Marling
o3. Save Me - Aimee Allen
Two Things I Want To Do Before I Die
o1. Truly love another. Hopefully, it won't be long.
o2. Bungee jump!
One Confession
o1.
I think this place is ta [[then, nothing. seems she didn't want to finish this one!]]