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things have been pretty amazing.
i am now up to woking 7 day a week.
but all day hours so its ok.
im still with paul.
my birthday was on wednesday. yay 19 ! =]
and paul and will have been together for a year
on september 14th.
less than a week away i cant wait.
but sometimes i just dont understand.
how he can not want to be with me.
how he can stay away from me for 3 days
at a time, and its all ok.
i just dont understand, i mean
forgive me. but i dont.
i love him to death.
and in no way possible do i mean i
dont want to be with him.
i just hope he wants to be with me.
i am now up to woking 7 day a week.
but all day hours so its ok.
im still with paul.
my birthday was on wednesday. yay 19 ! =]
and paul and will have been together for a year
on september 14th.
less than a week away i cant wait.
but sometimes i just dont understand.
how he can not want to be with me.
how he can stay away from me for 3 days
at a time, and its all ok.
i just dont understand, i mean
forgive me. but i dont.
i love him to death.
and in no way possible do i mean i
dont want to be with him.
i just hope he wants to be with me.