HAHA look at my mood thing...but i guess i am just scared....
ok soo hmm i went after school w/ lexi and kendal to go get my eyebrows waxed cuz i needed to haha JK then we went to the mall and we only stayed for about 20 minutes....god damm it was sooo crowded i hated it i hated it i hated it!!!!!!!!! damm u people that make it soo crowded lol.........
omg im goign to turkey in 2 days im sooooo effin excited!!!!!! i know everyone will miss me but i know some people want me to leave....but w/e i am soo yeah....
ERIN IM SOO SRRY FOR LEAVING U I LOVE U SOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!
well tomorrow is the last day of exmas and i dont haev to study for the hardest one cuz no matter what im getting a C which is fine i guess lol (in biology).......
OMG kelsey got me the vans i wanted for soooooo long the black and white checkerd!!!! omg i love u kel soo much thnaks soo much!!!!!!!! and lexi might come over tomorrow and hang out maybe smoke....HAH PROBABLY!!!!! and then we might go to my frineds house which is like next to kendals soo it shoudl be fun......i guess lol......
omg a HUGE like moath liek the butterfly things flew in my hosue and i swear it was the size of my hand and when i saw it i started screaming soo loud that my neighbor heard me...haha...and then my mom left so i started throwinf her shoes from far away but then running in my room in case it flys at me ahah but it was soo scary i sawear im not lying it was fucking huge and it almost killllled me AHHH!!!!! but i guess u woudl be laughing at the things i was doing to kill it or make it fly away.......
yeah and i dont really know what else to say...im bored and i want to have a lot of fun tomorrow before i leave lol...but knowing me i will have fun hahahah....ok bye bye xoxoxoxoxo <3 im also SOO SCARED About goign on the airplane i feel like im goign to die im soooo scared of airplanes and yes i have been on them since i was born but i dont care im sooo scared and i dont care what people say " they are the safest way to travel" fuck that shit no their not NOTHING FUCKING IS AHH im soo scared help me to not be........is that even possible...w/e :(
with tears so much as they ascend my face, burning my lips...is writing all my pain this hard...i cant say is wrintg this to you like a hundred thousand stabbing knifes...cut me open and hear me bleed...take the knife from my spin and slit my throat.... - by :ME...yeah i know it suxs but w/e i like writing lol....