Words vs. Actions

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i cant believe whats happening
i wont believe whats happening
i cant concieve whats happening

you asked me why i get so down on you.
i tell you im not angry, i tell you everything is fine.
you know im lying, you always do.

if i told you it's because i care about you to the full extent of which any human being is capable of caring for another person would you believe that? it's the only thing i can seem to come up with, and in comparison it would seem as if you could give a shit less.
but i don't, i wont say a word to let you know how i really feel, is this my biggest mistake?

i wont let petty things like love and communication get in the way of my actions any longer, i'll numb myself to feel nothing for you.

i should have left you nothing
and the world has turned to stone

love you when we say forever
love you when we come together
i cant stand to stay forever
so i love you when we come together

you said "i love you", you walked out the door.