an idle mind is the devil's fuck buddy.
hm, well ryan hasn't returned my two calls. he emailed me on monday, but that was it. i'm sure he's just busy with his house and work and other issues, but it would be nice to get a phone call or an email. i'm trying not to assume the worst, but it's hard not to. my 'batting average' with the opposite sex has been anything but remarkable this year. but i really like ryan, and i want to have him all to myself. it's not often i find someone who fits my description of the ideal boyfriend......sigh......well the red bitch is nearing the end of her 5 day reign. my hormones are subsiding and my bloating is going down. if i had a choice, btwn removing my uterus and shaving my head, i'd pick the uterus.......