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What happened to my life? LJ use to be a great place.... I trust it here more than facebook that's for sure... I just can't go back to Dalralmi... everyone over there doesn't even know I exist over here... I just wish I had closer friends... like High School... people to talk to... people I WANT to visit... People to call when I can't sleep...
I feel so alone and yet I live so much in the past... I hate my job... I hate my medical health... I am having strange feelings about my relationship... although it could just be a rut... I don't know... I'm fairly depressed... I am starting to feel like I did Junior and Senior year of High School...
I'm 25 now... and All I feel.... is empty... I really wish Ryan would propose and get it over with... but now I feel like what's the point in getting married anymore... THe window of opportunity is kind of long gone...
I feel so alone and yet I live so much in the past... I hate my job... I hate my medical health... I am having strange feelings about my relationship... although it could just be a rut... I don't know... I'm fairly depressed... I am starting to feel like I did Junior and Senior year of High School...
I'm 25 now... and All I feel.... is empty... I really wish Ryan would propose and get it over with... but now I feel like what's the point in getting married anymore... THe window of opportunity is kind of long gone...