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130 this morning. Albeit, that's after drinking 32 oz. of water, 8 oz. of coffee and a granola bar. But it can't be much less than that. Definitely over 125.
I started exercising again this morning though. I need to get back on the wagon. I was so close to canceling my gym membership because of wasting money but my pride won't allow me. So I have to use it.
After tonight I also need to cut back on drinking. I just turned 21 but I hate beer so every time I go out I know I'm going to end up getting trashed.
I love Jeff. I'm not sure how long he's going to deal with me. Between the drugs, sarcasm, and self deprecation I'm sure I'm going to run him down but I have my redeeming moments too. When he looks at me I know it's only with love and concern, for better or worse.
I started exercising again this morning though. I need to get back on the wagon. I was so close to canceling my gym membership because of wasting money but my pride won't allow me. So I have to use it.
After tonight I also need to cut back on drinking. I just turned 21 but I hate beer so every time I go out I know I'm going to end up getting trashed.
I love Jeff. I'm not sure how long he's going to deal with me. Between the drugs, sarcasm, and self deprecation I'm sure I'm going to run him down but I have my redeeming moments too. When he looks at me I know it's only with love and concern, for better or worse.