Aug 04, 2006 01:57
I don't know why I'm awake, I just get depressed. Maybe i'll go outside, or go for a walk. I don't know why I'm around. People are over rated. I'm just not very friendly. I'm glad people die, and that there is a cemetary for them to call their space.
I don't know why my cat adjusts better then I do.
I got lost on the way to my finger print appointment while driving in the rain. I missed the apointment and cried all the way home... once i found what direction home was. I've got too much on my plate for tomorrow.
Phyical, paying parking ticket, getting checked for tb. doing all the laundry. cleaning out my sexy little aveo. scooping the poos. quiting the jobbie... maybe i should not work at all next weekend.
Just say "Sorry, i'm a let down. Deal with it, everyone is."
Maybe I should put on some real clothes and go walk around meijers and lookat stuff not to buy.
I wish a walmart was around here.
I think i may have made myself too upset to sleep now.