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So I was feeling ok about everything, given the circumstances. Now I'm totally not. I feel rather rejected. I feel more than slightly worthless. I was going to go to the game this weekend and tailgate and apparently noone else is going to. I was going to go out this weekend...but now I don't feel like it. Really, in the end, is it worth it? No one there is looking for anything meaningful...they just want a hook-up. I'm better than a hook-up, thank you. I deserve and want more than that. Of course, right now I don't feel like that but I can tell myself all I want...
Ug...is depressed. Wants farmville again. Wants Longwood again. Wants to to skip the weekend because, really, the weekends are the hardest time to cope with things when you have no social group.
I'm going to stop bitching now. I know I'm not the only one going through this shit. However, I am the only one who bitches about it. I'm sorry.
Ug...is depressed. Wants farmville again. Wants Longwood again. Wants to to skip the weekend because, really, the weekends are the hardest time to cope with things when you have no social group.
I'm going to stop bitching now. I know I'm not the only one going through this shit. However, I am the only one who bitches about it. I'm sorry.