OF COURSE you are one of my girls .. do you think you would be any different .. I don't mean to take away your name by classifying you as such, but I think people know who I am talking about when I keep talking about all of the girls that I love. And I know I've told you this already but, you are definitely like part of my family. Reading that you feel the same way just made me so much happier. Just knowing how close I am to you and Melissa .. I can't even really describe the feeling. I guess it's like .. you know when you are confused as to what you should do .. laugh or cry, because you are so filled with joy and happiness? yeah its kinda like that .. And I get a feeling in the pit of my stomache .. its not quite the same, but you know that feeling when you know you love someone, not just like boyfriend/girlfriend love, like when you know for the first time... it like your heart becomes filled with Helium .. that's kinda how it feels .. we both know that I don't love you more than a friend, but just now after feeling that I KNOW how much I love you guys, and know that I would risk my life to help you both in time of need, and would gladly give my life for either of yours, God forbid that ever happens. But you know what I'm saying .. sorry if this is all rambling on .. I just wish you could tell exactly how I feel right now. I will miss you both soo very much over the summer, even if I go see you once a week... I just became too used to seeing you like everyday .. minus the days of my retardedness.. also before I go I appologize for the intensity of me saying how much I love you guys, I guess I'm just a little hyper at the moment. .:smooches to all:. nighty night!
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