On a scale from one to awesome ... I'm super great...
Yeah so I'm in a really wierd mood right now. I have been very happy lately .. at first I didn't really know why and didn't care, but as time went on I got happier and happier, but still had no clue why. I mean I know that my first yuear of college is over, and that is awesome... SUMMER IS HERE!!! And I know throughout all of the good that summer brings I am .. or will be sad to see some people go, as I stated in my last entry. While I am still in this giddy-ish mood, I would like to bring you sttention to a quote from a long ago that I tried to bring back, but haven't felt like it has gotten its point across of how awesome it is ... so here it is for you once again ... "Get off your knees ref, you're blowing the game!" Now after saying that I think you would need to hear the whole story but I'm not in the mood to tell it, so Elijah feel free to inform people of the story in a comment if you wish.
I have become very contemplative in the last couple hours I've ben staring at my computer screen. I believe that because of thi such intense feeling of happy that an intense depression will come sooner or later to balance it off. I have also realized I guess, thanks to a certain talk, how much I am loved by my friends, the ones who have been by my side throughout all of the shit I call my life, which, don't get me wrong, is a better life than some and better than I give it credit for sometimes. I guess there lies one of the causes of my happiness. Although I am loved, I wish to be loved ( as Catiy wishes to be loved) but I guess I can deal without that love for a bit longer.
Anyway, I have a job interview at Staples tomorrow at noon, I hope I get the job. I guess if that falls through I could always check out petsmart or petco or target or something like that. Anyway Wish me luck .. even though I will probably not see who wished me luck till after it is over... wish me luck anyway at any time.
Well Until we meet again, Later Dayz!
I have become very contemplative in the last couple hours I've ben staring at my computer screen. I believe that because of thi such intense feeling of happy that an intense depression will come sooner or later to balance it off. I have also realized I guess, thanks to a certain talk, how much I am loved by my friends, the ones who have been by my side throughout all of the shit I call my life, which, don't get me wrong, is a better life than some and better than I give it credit for sometimes. I guess there lies one of the causes of my happiness. Although I am loved, I wish to be loved ( as Catiy wishes to be loved) but I guess I can deal without that love for a bit longer.
Anyway, I have a job interview at Staples tomorrow at noon, I hope I get the job. I guess if that falls through I could always check out petsmart or petco or target or something like that. Anyway Wish me luck .. even though I will probably not see who wished me luck till after it is over... wish me luck anyway at any time.
Well Until we meet again, Later Dayz!