I don't know what's wrong with me.
I'm sitting here on the verge of tears over what?
Kelsey and Michelle are moving to Chicago in less than a month.
Most everyone of my friends is doing something next month except me.
I just want to get into the hosiptal and save money so I can go to Chicago.
It will be a new start.
No one will know me there except a few people and that makes me happy.
Then again I started thinking about missing my mom,my brother,stacey and the kids.
Also,my dad is here.
There's just so many people here that I don't want to lose touch with.
I already feel like I have with some.
Like,Elli.
My best friend.
I barely ever see her anymore and I fucking miss her.
Her and Missy are constantly together now,and we just never hang out anymore.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
I don't know what else to say.
I really wish a certain someone was here for me to talk to.
Kelsey and Michelle are moving to Chicago in less than a month.
Most everyone of my friends is doing something next month except me.
I just want to get into the hosiptal and save money so I can go to Chicago.
It will be a new start.
No one will know me there except a few people and that makes me happy.
Then again I started thinking about missing my mom,my brother,stacey and the kids.
Also,my dad is here.
There's just so many people here that I don't want to lose touch with.
I already feel like I have with some.
Like,Elli.
My best friend.
I barely ever see her anymore and I fucking miss her.
Her and Missy are constantly together now,and we just never hang out anymore.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
I don't know what else to say.
I really wish a certain someone was here for me to talk to.