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I'm going to write you a letter in my new colored school pens.
Maybe it will make the words more meaningful even though you aren't ever going to recieve them.
The letter will rot in my room like your lies rot my heart.
I've gotten good at keeping everything to myself and pretending that I'll be alright.
It will be alright.
It will be alright.
I'll make it.
I don't want to go down for someone that wouldn't dare try for me.
I know sometimes you still feel it,but placing it beside you can help you forget me.
She's new and not used.
I'm old and bruised.
Maybe you've gotten to used to me.
Maybe you need something different.
If you want that then have your fun,but how long do you exspect me to wait?
I don't not have anyone because I'm waiting for you to walk all over me.
I don't have anyone because there is no one that compares to you.
I've tried.
God,I've tried and there are times when I think that this won't ever end.
Sometimes I swear I even know the outcome and it's better than before.
You get so desperate it's disgusting.
You come crawling back like you always do.
Begging.
You need me I know it,yet you place me behind you and her in front.
Does she even compare?
I know she's sweet.
That's how I used to be.
You have changed me.
I shouldn't have allowed it to happen,but it did.
She is stupid.
How can she be better than me?
How?
I don't even think your friends see why you fell for her.
You deserve better than that.
You deserve better than me.
You are happy.
That's good,but the honeymoon phase will soon be over.
You.will.you.will.you.will.you.will.you.will.
Be back to where you started.
And I'll be waiting because I know what's coming.
I know the ins and outs of you game.
To bad you didn't know the same about me.
I start school tomorrow and that's alright I guess.
I'm glad to get my life on track and move on,but at the same time I'm not.
It's hard getting out of your comfort zone.
I'm really cold.
So cold.
My hands are like ice.
Hmm,I just don't know.
Maybe it will make the words more meaningful even though you aren't ever going to recieve them.
The letter will rot in my room like your lies rot my heart.
I've gotten good at keeping everything to myself and pretending that I'll be alright.
It will be alright.
It will be alright.
I'll make it.
I don't want to go down for someone that wouldn't dare try for me.
I know sometimes you still feel it,but placing it beside you can help you forget me.
She's new and not used.
I'm old and bruised.
Maybe you've gotten to used to me.
Maybe you need something different.
If you want that then have your fun,but how long do you exspect me to wait?
I don't not have anyone because I'm waiting for you to walk all over me.
I don't have anyone because there is no one that compares to you.
I've tried.
God,I've tried and there are times when I think that this won't ever end.
Sometimes I swear I even know the outcome and it's better than before.
You get so desperate it's disgusting.
You come crawling back like you always do.
Begging.
You need me I know it,yet you place me behind you and her in front.
Does she even compare?
I know she's sweet.
That's how I used to be.
You have changed me.
I shouldn't have allowed it to happen,but it did.
She is stupid.
How can she be better than me?
How?
I don't even think your friends see why you fell for her.
You deserve better than that.
You deserve better than me.
You are happy.
That's good,but the honeymoon phase will soon be over.
You.will.you.will.you.will.you.will.you.will.
Be back to where you started.
And I'll be waiting because I know what's coming.
I know the ins and outs of you game.
To bad you didn't know the same about me.
I start school tomorrow and that's alright I guess.
I'm glad to get my life on track and move on,but at the same time I'm not.
It's hard getting out of your comfort zone.
I'm really cold.
So cold.
My hands are like ice.
Hmm,I just don't know.