Golden Days.
So last week I had a dream about my grandpee.
He died in his sleep.
I woke up crying and my pillow was drenched.
It was the worst feeling in the world.
My heart seriously felt so heavy because of it.
I told my mom about it and she said that she had had the same dream the same night.
That scared the shit out of me.
We talked about how we needed to see him and nana more.
I really miss him.
He is two hours away,so it isn't like I can see him whenever I want.
Let me tell you about my grandpee.
He is the sweetest man in the history of men.
He gives the best bear hugs.
He gives unconditional love for everyone.
He has always been my favorite and the only grandpee I have ever really known.
My dads parents passed away when I was young.
My grandpee is one of the strongest people that I know.
He has delt with my nana and is still working at the age of 74.
I don't talk about my nana that much because I have resentment towards her.
She starts drama all the time and has the coldest heart.
She makes everyone feel bad about themselves and then when you confront her about it she blames it on you.
She also was an alcoholic when my mother was younger and my mother had to deal with that.
My mother took care of all her brothers and sisters and never got to have a childhood.
My grandpee on the other hand did everything for the family.
He worked hard and would do everything he could for them.
My nana would just go out and drink with her fucking friends.
I know I need to let go of what she did,but even now she doesn't do any good.
She causes problems and is so mean to my grandpee.
Ugh I don't know.
I just love my grandpee.
I've decided that once he passes on I'm going to get a tattoo for him.
I don't know what yet,but something.
He died in his sleep.
I woke up crying and my pillow was drenched.
It was the worst feeling in the world.
My heart seriously felt so heavy because of it.
I told my mom about it and she said that she had had the same dream the same night.
That scared the shit out of me.
We talked about how we needed to see him and nana more.
I really miss him.
He is two hours away,so it isn't like I can see him whenever I want.
Let me tell you about my grandpee.
He is the sweetest man in the history of men.
He gives the best bear hugs.
He gives unconditional love for everyone.
He has always been my favorite and the only grandpee I have ever really known.
My dads parents passed away when I was young.
My grandpee is one of the strongest people that I know.
He has delt with my nana and is still working at the age of 74.
I don't talk about my nana that much because I have resentment towards her.
She starts drama all the time and has the coldest heart.
She makes everyone feel bad about themselves and then when you confront her about it she blames it on you.
She also was an alcoholic when my mother was younger and my mother had to deal with that.
My mother took care of all her brothers and sisters and never got to have a childhood.
My grandpee on the other hand did everything for the family.
He worked hard and would do everything he could for them.
My nana would just go out and drink with her fucking friends.
I know I need to let go of what she did,but even now she doesn't do any good.
She causes problems and is so mean to my grandpee.
Ugh I don't know.
I just love my grandpee.
I've decided that once he passes on I'm going to get a tattoo for him.
I don't know what yet,but something.