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I don't know where the fuck my self confidence is gone, but I'm sick of this second guessing myself shit. I can't even help it. It's like I'm eight years old again and apologising for everything and not able to get anything right. I can't keep things consistent, I'm making things hard when they shouldn't be and I don't want to alienate the people I love by doing this stupid shit.
God, why do I have to make things so difficult?
God, why do I have to make things so difficult?