Long Time no see Livejournal
Hello Everybody,
Yes i know i have sort of sworn this thing off because i figure if i am going to be spending all this time trying to be in contact with people electronically why not just be in touch with the people surrounding me. Anyway the fact of the matter is I have things to say to you guys and since you are all so far away this is the best way to hit it all.
Break has been relaxing, confusing, hard, fun, comfortably, unproductive, and all together just a break. I miss 1411 and JUSTIN soooo much, i'm ready to head back. I am soooo jealous of shannons visit to LA and i have vowed to myself that I am getting myself out there this summer and if amy and maria decide to stay in new york you guys will just have to tough it out and go home for my sake. I want to meet your parents i want to see your homes and friends and as maria puts it ride in a car with ya'll, and hopefully one of my dearest friends from college (besides Lou) will come visit my home too. I have been filled with anxiety about returning to the city because i am moving out of the strongest living situation i have ever had. I can just feel my support and my joy in life being sucked out of me but it's like my mom said i guess sometimes you just have to bite the bullet for the things you want in life. Bottom line is girls you have changed my life and you are the truest friends i have ever had and I thank god everyday that you got to become such a big part of my life.
I know that this sounds REALLY stupid but I have not seen one friend from home this entire break except for one day. I have NO DESIRE. I dont know what's wrong with me i was working a lot and then all of the rest of the time I just wanted to be home with the fam or sitting around doing nothing. Maybe i have reached this point where i feel like friends aren't friends to me unless they are like the people i love in new york and i know that is incredibly pretentious and condecending but i's not meant to be that at all. anyway moving on
My parents came into the bar where i work the other night with their two friends and I sat down with them and we all got DRUNK it was amazing. My dad skipped school in the morning of the next day and my dad has not taken a sick day one in my entire memory of my life in fact he gives his sick days away to other teachers. All in all it was great.
2004 was an amazing year infact probably one of the best years of my love, that's not to say every other year hasn't been great but the events of this year were excepetional. Quick recap of the things that stand out, amy, mar, ter, and shan banan, JUSTIN LEVINE, 21st birthday, paul, david, and JO...in fact all of the color groups that I never knew, heaven and hell, TOGA, pensyltucky reunion dinnner, ANIMAL PROJECT, summer theatre camp, new summer friends, st patty's day with neimah and ross, neimah's prescence in my life in general, ROAD TRIP to kentucky and tenessee, Jordans home town, CEDAR POINT, hot fudge, nakedness..yes joe Gruber classic he he, Ashley, giggleos makin lots of dough, breakfast in 1411, the view from my dorm room, darius rucker singing to me less than a foot from my face, hootie cd signing in march in NYC, special kuh in weinstein down down, MY SONG!!, a sexualness leading to the most amazing relationship i have ever had, and so so sooooo much more
Steve sparagen just called me on my cell he he he it was funny and made me excited to go back to playwrights!!!!!!!!
Okay well 3days watch out new york i'm back on the saddle, I cant wait to see you all and let the good times roll here's to 2005!
Love you,
Libby
Yes i know i have sort of sworn this thing off because i figure if i am going to be spending all this time trying to be in contact with people electronically why not just be in touch with the people surrounding me. Anyway the fact of the matter is I have things to say to you guys and since you are all so far away this is the best way to hit it all.
Break has been relaxing, confusing, hard, fun, comfortably, unproductive, and all together just a break. I miss 1411 and JUSTIN soooo much, i'm ready to head back. I am soooo jealous of shannons visit to LA and i have vowed to myself that I am getting myself out there this summer and if amy and maria decide to stay in new york you guys will just have to tough it out and go home for my sake. I want to meet your parents i want to see your homes and friends and as maria puts it ride in a car with ya'll, and hopefully one of my dearest friends from college (besides Lou) will come visit my home too. I have been filled with anxiety about returning to the city because i am moving out of the strongest living situation i have ever had. I can just feel my support and my joy in life being sucked out of me but it's like my mom said i guess sometimes you just have to bite the bullet for the things you want in life. Bottom line is girls you have changed my life and you are the truest friends i have ever had and I thank god everyday that you got to become such a big part of my life.
I know that this sounds REALLY stupid but I have not seen one friend from home this entire break except for one day. I have NO DESIRE. I dont know what's wrong with me i was working a lot and then all of the rest of the time I just wanted to be home with the fam or sitting around doing nothing. Maybe i have reached this point where i feel like friends aren't friends to me unless they are like the people i love in new york and i know that is incredibly pretentious and condecending but i's not meant to be that at all. anyway moving on
My parents came into the bar where i work the other night with their two friends and I sat down with them and we all got DRUNK it was amazing. My dad skipped school in the morning of the next day and my dad has not taken a sick day one in my entire memory of my life in fact he gives his sick days away to other teachers. All in all it was great.
2004 was an amazing year infact probably one of the best years of my love, that's not to say every other year hasn't been great but the events of this year were excepetional. Quick recap of the things that stand out, amy, mar, ter, and shan banan, JUSTIN LEVINE, 21st birthday, paul, david, and JO...in fact all of the color groups that I never knew, heaven and hell, TOGA, pensyltucky reunion dinnner, ANIMAL PROJECT, summer theatre camp, new summer friends, st patty's day with neimah and ross, neimah's prescence in my life in general, ROAD TRIP to kentucky and tenessee, Jordans home town, CEDAR POINT, hot fudge, nakedness..yes joe Gruber classic he he, Ashley, giggleos makin lots of dough, breakfast in 1411, the view from my dorm room, darius rucker singing to me less than a foot from my face, hootie cd signing in march in NYC, special kuh in weinstein down down, MY SONG!!, a sexualness leading to the most amazing relationship i have ever had, and so so sooooo much more
Steve sparagen just called me on my cell he he he it was funny and made me excited to go back to playwrights!!!!!!!!
Okay well 3days watch out new york i'm back on the saddle, I cant wait to see you all and let the good times roll here's to 2005!
Love you,
Libby