d-day
7 months to wait seemed like such a long time, and so long ago. yet, here it is - d-day. she's not called, or even sent a text, so I guess I have nothing to say. part of me was holding on to that hope that she'd see his face and say, "what the fuck was I thinking?!" and then call on me. yet, here it is - 4 hours after they should have seen each other for the first time since August - and I have nothing. I'm sitting here at 22:22, writing about how I am feeling.
so... off to TLC I go, to enjoy coffee and surround myself with those who care about me. well, at least I think they do. they'd have to to put up with me for the last 3ish years, I say!
alas... Kerry, I wish you only the best. I won't apologize for who I am, but I will say I'm sorry for how I was while we were together. Other that a few outside factors, the last 6 months of my life have been great - being able to spend time with you, and getting to show you I have it in me to be the man I said I was those many years ago. I had the chance to show you how I felt. I failed in that attempt, despite my desires. I'm sorry, Kerry.
- ISDYK -
so... off to TLC I go, to enjoy coffee and surround myself with those who care about me. well, at least I think they do. they'd have to to put up with me for the last 3ish years, I say!
alas... Kerry, I wish you only the best. I won't apologize for who I am, but I will say I'm sorry for how I was while we were together. Other that a few outside factors, the last 6 months of my life have been great - being able to spend time with you, and getting to show you I have it in me to be the man I said I was those many years ago. I had the chance to show you how I felt. I failed in that attempt, despite my desires. I'm sorry, Kerry.
- ISDYK -