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This is when the ink stops flowing
This is when my head starts going
This is when I just can’t get it out
This is when the hits keep comin’
Just when I think I’m on to something
This is when the bottom bottoms out
this past month has been absolute h e l l..
my car is dead for good. the motor is shot, and I have to get a new car.
I've lost some friends that I thought were important and I meant something to them, but, you win some you lose some I suppose.
I need money, bad.
Stuff has been going on at the apartment, but nothing worth mentioning here.
and other things going on in my mind..
I think I'm slipping further and further into a deep state of depression. the only time I feel okay is when I manage to fall asleep, which then my dreams always seem to be horrible, or when I'm doing the typical college "fret off the stress" routine. by the way, thats so healthy..
It's like the saying, "i'm falling faster, and no ones there to catch me"
if it wasn't for my friends up at school right now, I'm pretty sure I'd be off alot worse than I am now.
no one understands, no one tries to.
it's probably my fault, i'm the one who can't even put a finger on whats wrong with me..
no worries, i'm sure i'll be okay. i always am..
This is when my head starts going
This is when I just can’t get it out
This is when the hits keep comin’
Just when I think I’m on to something
This is when the bottom bottoms out
this past month has been absolute h e l l..
my car is dead for good. the motor is shot, and I have to get a new car.
I've lost some friends that I thought were important and I meant something to them, but, you win some you lose some I suppose.
I need money, bad.
Stuff has been going on at the apartment, but nothing worth mentioning here.
and other things going on in my mind..
I think I'm slipping further and further into a deep state of depression. the only time I feel okay is when I manage to fall asleep, which then my dreams always seem to be horrible, or when I'm doing the typical college "fret off the stress" routine. by the way, thats so healthy..
It's like the saying, "i'm falling faster, and no ones there to catch me"
if it wasn't for my friends up at school right now, I'm pretty sure I'd be off alot worse than I am now.
no one understands, no one tries to.
it's probably my fault, i'm the one who can't even put a finger on whats wrong with me..
no worries, i'm sure i'll be okay. i always am..