I feel like sleepin' but I gotta stay sharp.
I'm very tired today. This is because I woke up at 7:30 this morning instead of around 8. This is also probably because of the fact that I didn't get to sleep until around 12:30/1 am.
I need more caffeine.
At the moment, I'm killing time waiting for How Cultures Remember to start. I've considered accosting someone and forcing them to amuse me for the remainder of the 45 minutes.... but that seems like an awful lot of trouble. I could also be doing something productive, like getting my paper done for Philosophy of Lit so that I don't have to fret about it for tomorrow, but I'm not really in the thinking-composing-being academic mood right this second.
I applied for my short-term loan from the school. I think I also need to sign an award letter so that I can get all the other financial aid which will make the short-term loan possible. Yeah, probably. Later. I don't go into work until 4 tomorrow afternoon. I'm still trying to figure out how I'll get there.
Also, I need to figure out how to get Mattie and I down to Lake Worth in time to head out to the Keys for the weekend, for the step-sister's wedding. Additionally, I have to make sure Fewkes knows I'm not going to be here monday. I keep forgetting to swing by and tell her.
In other news, there is still no home computer for Savannah. I've been occasionally using Kristin's, but I'd really like to have mine to myself again. And re-record some demos. That'd be sweet. I'd also like my mp3 player, and my diskman. Because I'd forgotten how much having mood music makes walking in unbearable heat a little easier.
In other other news....I have been startlingly unproductive artistically lately. Geez. Then again, I'm never particularly productive when I have strong romantic feelings... until I become completely insecure about them and start to develop my lovely "I'll never have" bs. I need to write some erotica.
In other other other news, yesterday was my first meeting with Dr. Phil Cromer, psychologist and general interesting guy. I told him about the nature of my anxiety, about getting treated for it, about things that trigger it... etc. We agreed that a step in the right direction for me in eliminating anxiety would be to not let myself get put into positions where I get strung out or burned out (IE, agreeing to work FAR too much). Though I've had anxiety since long before I ever had a job... such things definitely contribute. We also agreed to a schedule of meetings, and that we'd see where I was in a few weeks.
What else, what else. I'm looking forward greatly to finally having a car of my own. It'll be very, very nice to not have to depend on Kristin to get to school (much though I love her, I am not a morning person, and I don't like waking up so many hours before I have anything to do). It'll also be nice not to have to worry about getting places.
So..... That's it, I believe. Yes. More another time, friends. Once more into the breach!
-Savvy
I need more caffeine.
At the moment, I'm killing time waiting for How Cultures Remember to start. I've considered accosting someone and forcing them to amuse me for the remainder of the 45 minutes.... but that seems like an awful lot of trouble. I could also be doing something productive, like getting my paper done for Philosophy of Lit so that I don't have to fret about it for tomorrow, but I'm not really in the thinking-composing-being academic mood right this second.
I applied for my short-term loan from the school. I think I also need to sign an award letter so that I can get all the other financial aid which will make the short-term loan possible. Yeah, probably. Later. I don't go into work until 4 tomorrow afternoon. I'm still trying to figure out how I'll get there.
Also, I need to figure out how to get Mattie and I down to Lake Worth in time to head out to the Keys for the weekend, for the step-sister's wedding. Additionally, I have to make sure Fewkes knows I'm not going to be here monday. I keep forgetting to swing by and tell her.
In other news, there is still no home computer for Savannah. I've been occasionally using Kristin's, but I'd really like to have mine to myself again. And re-record some demos. That'd be sweet. I'd also like my mp3 player, and my diskman. Because I'd forgotten how much having mood music makes walking in unbearable heat a little easier.
In other other news....I have been startlingly unproductive artistically lately. Geez. Then again, I'm never particularly productive when I have strong romantic feelings... until I become completely insecure about them and start to develop my lovely "I'll never have" bs. I need to write some erotica.
In other other other news, yesterday was my first meeting with Dr. Phil Cromer, psychologist and general interesting guy. I told him about the nature of my anxiety, about getting treated for it, about things that trigger it... etc. We agreed that a step in the right direction for me in eliminating anxiety would be to not let myself get put into positions where I get strung out or burned out (IE, agreeing to work FAR too much). Though I've had anxiety since long before I ever had a job... such things definitely contribute. We also agreed to a schedule of meetings, and that we'd see where I was in a few weeks.
What else, what else. I'm looking forward greatly to finally having a car of my own. It'll be very, very nice to not have to depend on Kristin to get to school (much though I love her, I am not a morning person, and I don't like waking up so many hours before I have anything to do). It'll also be nice not to have to worry about getting places.
So..... That's it, I believe. Yes. More another time, friends. Once more into the breach!
-Savvy