Dazed and disoriented
Sooo...I am officially back in school...and my brain is apparently already fucked. I just arrived at work half an hour early because somehow I got mixed up this morning and thought that I was actually running a little bit late. So I arrived bright and early at 9:30 when I'm not supposed to show up until 10. This does not bode well for rest of the term. I could have used the extra half hour to get some sleep; last night I went to bed @ midnight or thereabouts and was still awake by 2 in the morning. I haven't had trouble sleeping in years. Too much on my mind I guess. I was listening to Vanessa Carlton this morning "and you know I'd walk a thousand miles if I could just see you... if I could just hold you... tonight." Nooot good for the morale. And I know I've been bitching about this but where the hell is the damn sun? I wake up this morning and it's like a cloud fell down outside my window. Fog like the gods are trying to smoke us out. Anyway, it's almost time for me to actually get to work. Dav, I love you and miss you so much it hurts. I'm counting the days.