trust
I realized something
I don't trust people
After the ultimate fuck over months and months ago... I don't trust people
and it keeps getting shoved back in my face
and all the sudden I realize this next six months I have the oppurtunity to be alone... not have anyone around...
and it makes me happier then I have ever been since........ yeah
Fuck people... and fuck the ^%#@ who made me a cynical prick that I have become
there is no fucking glass
and this is not a whiny emo post
this is a pissed off post... same thing I guess...
bottom line is I've hurt people recently... and that I am sorry for
but I've become callous to it
not my fault... but I haven't tried hard enough to pull myself out of it... and I am sorry for that
tastes seem dull
smells seem fading
colors are pastel
and I have an overwhelming desire to kill those I come in contact with
I wasn't what you always thought I was
until I was molded into it
now I've proven you right... so if you're happy more power...
I think I'm going to go pull the wings off a fly
I don't trust people
After the ultimate fuck over months and months ago... I don't trust people
and it keeps getting shoved back in my face
and all the sudden I realize this next six months I have the oppurtunity to be alone... not have anyone around...
and it makes me happier then I have ever been since........ yeah
Fuck people... and fuck the ^%#@ who made me a cynical prick that I have become
there is no fucking glass
and this is not a whiny emo post
this is a pissed off post... same thing I guess...
bottom line is I've hurt people recently... and that I am sorry for
but I've become callous to it
not my fault... but I haven't tried hard enough to pull myself out of it... and I am sorry for that
tastes seem dull
smells seem fading
colors are pastel
and I have an overwhelming desire to kill those I come in contact with
I wasn't what you always thought I was
until I was molded into it
now I've proven you right... so if you're happy more power...
I think I'm going to go pull the wings off a fly