I play weird games with myself sometimes, where I pretend I'm not as affected by a show or a fandom as I actually am for a while, because... I don't know, because I think people might think I'm obsessive or something like that. And then after utterly failing to contain myself I just give in to the obsession and enter full freaky embarrassing fangirl mode and people aren't surprised because they know me and OF COURSE I would get like that. It's like I put myself in the fangirl closet from time to time, like, no, I'm not obsessed, I merely like it you know, it's not like that other time where I really was super fucking obsessed and geeking out all the time, I'm totally in control this time; it's just a nice little fandom that I occupy myself with but nothing serious; lemme just reblog this little gifset and be done with it, haha... while everyone around just knows because I'm really fucking flamboyant and with fangirl mannerisms all over the place.
If that makes sense.
So anyway that mysterious fandom I'm talking about is In The Flesh (thanks again
evildrem for your beautiful magical stash of wonders, it regularly ruins my life and I'm very grateful). I fell slowly but hard; it's over now, all it took was a rewatch with
berylia and her wife and now I'm definitely in too deep having feels about sad gay zombies kissing all day. AND the whole fandom is super fab.
Simon and Kieren even kind of pulled me out of my hatred for my own art and I'm really enjoying drawing them, so have a few fanarts: