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i hope to fuck i dont die on the plane home maaan. that would be a gutter, cause i want to show my new belt buckle :) lolz. i just sat and read like 60 of gemma's livejournal entries. i always love reading what she writes, cause she talks about real stuff and doesny talk about shite like me. i miss that lassie man, she's one of the best people to have a conversation/laugh with. but anyway. im feeling ok actually, i have to go to the royal infirmary to get x-ray's and stuff for ma stupid back. its a pain in the arse btw, i cant believe i never done anything about it when i noticed it aaages ago. but during that time i cant get my tongue pierced, and i have to figure a way to take this tragus ring out and put a bar in. fuuuuck, its pure jammed. and they ask you not to smoke during the duration of your assessment or w.e. lucky i gave cigarettes waiting for me when i get back :)
ive actually missed everyone the most i ever have. i havent seen fee or clare for 4 and a half weeks. and fee's throwing me a party on friday :) i need to go and get my hair done as well, its a pure utter mess. the pool water has made my hair soo dry.
im actually looking forward to going back to school. oh fuck, just remembered that i havent even opened my exam results yet :/. might need to do that before i decide which classes im gonna take for 6th year. thomas muir are gonna be down cause both schools are being amalgimated to make 'bishopbriggs academy' theres pure tonnes of jakes man, im no making friends with any cunt. i actually dont have a lot of friends in school tbh. i've like drifted apart form them cause most of them, well i canny be arsed with them cause theyre so inconsiderate of anyone else outside their wee clique. so im just gonna try and get my head down and work. ive well failed int 2 english, and i need a pass at higher english if i wanna go to uni. fuuuuuuuuck. im gonna see if the teacher will let me try the higher. i could come out of school with only a standard grade 3 in english. man im a pure spaz when it comes to english, and maths. ive well failed that. eek. i hope i got a good mark for art though. an A would be fabulous, but unrealistic. and product design. sheeeet! i'll have to wait and see about that as well.
im not saying bye to any of my cousins canadian friends either. actually, i wish i didnt have to say bye to my cousin. he's become such an arrogant wee prick. and they all talk like jakes. they say 'peace' and 'yo what up?' dicks. i wish i didnt let my mum spend four hundred quid on this flight, cause i havent really enjoyed myself. it was good for my uncle to come from boston and see us though :) my maw pure misses him. i guess this holiday was for my maw. after all she's been through. it was good, she had her best friend and her brother with her. now she has to go back and try and deal with my dad. fs i hate my dad. when he came back from egypt with his slut he asked us "are you not going to ask how my holiday was?" and me and julie were like "eeeh naw." and he got pissed off and took us home. then he never called us for 2 weeks, and then he did just before we went on holiday and asked if we wanted to do something. julie said aye but i was like no way man. so when she came in the house she was holding her birthday present from him, and i asked if i had one. she said that it was in his car, he never fucking gave it to me cause i never went out with him. he had always said that if i didnt wanna go out, then it was fine and he'd ask no questions. so when i was too tired he'd text saying, "u ok?" and he gets all pissed off. but when we dont wanna hear about his holiday with another fuckin woman he goes ape shit and then when he comes back he expects us to be all interested and be ok with the fact that they went away and fucked and held hands and kissed and all of that fuckin bullshit, while my maw fuckin cries her eyes out because her best friend moved to canada, her brother moved to boston and then her fucking husband tells her he doesnt love her anymore and fucks off with another woman to stay in cumbernauld. oh and my dad used to always say "I hate cumbernauld, its full of inbreeds." WELL MATE YER FUCKIN SHAGGIN ONE YA CUNT! dick.
i bet that when i go back he'll ask if i wanna come and see him, but im not. not until i get an apology for him being such a hippocritical cock. but he's too stubborn to do that. he's already lost my big sister. cause he was too stubborn to apologise to her, so she told him to fuck off. and then while we were here, he text her and asked if she wanted to go out for lunch!!! fuckin arsehole, doesnt he see what he's doing? i can so tell that im gonna lose touch with him. i dont wanna, but i dont think that theres any alternative for me to go on with my life. it was his decision to leave, why should i fuckin bend over backwards to make him feel better because his kids fucking hate him. boo fuckin hoo, get over yerself mate.
anyway, enough about that wanker. all i need are my friends, maw & sister.
ive actually missed everyone the most i ever have. i havent seen fee or clare for 4 and a half weeks. and fee's throwing me a party on friday :) i need to go and get my hair done as well, its a pure utter mess. the pool water has made my hair soo dry.
im actually looking forward to going back to school. oh fuck, just remembered that i havent even opened my exam results yet :/. might need to do that before i decide which classes im gonna take for 6th year. thomas muir are gonna be down cause both schools are being amalgimated to make 'bishopbriggs academy' theres pure tonnes of jakes man, im no making friends with any cunt. i actually dont have a lot of friends in school tbh. i've like drifted apart form them cause most of them, well i canny be arsed with them cause theyre so inconsiderate of anyone else outside their wee clique. so im just gonna try and get my head down and work. ive well failed int 2 english, and i need a pass at higher english if i wanna go to uni. fuuuuuuuuck. im gonna see if the teacher will let me try the higher. i could come out of school with only a standard grade 3 in english. man im a pure spaz when it comes to english, and maths. ive well failed that. eek. i hope i got a good mark for art though. an A would be fabulous, but unrealistic. and product design. sheeeet! i'll have to wait and see about that as well.
im not saying bye to any of my cousins canadian friends either. actually, i wish i didnt have to say bye to my cousin. he's become such an arrogant wee prick. and they all talk like jakes. they say 'peace' and 'yo what up?' dicks. i wish i didnt let my mum spend four hundred quid on this flight, cause i havent really enjoyed myself. it was good for my uncle to come from boston and see us though :) my maw pure misses him. i guess this holiday was for my maw. after all she's been through. it was good, she had her best friend and her brother with her. now she has to go back and try and deal with my dad. fs i hate my dad. when he came back from egypt with his slut he asked us "are you not going to ask how my holiday was?" and me and julie were like "eeeh naw." and he got pissed off and took us home. then he never called us for 2 weeks, and then he did just before we went on holiday and asked if we wanted to do something. julie said aye but i was like no way man. so when she came in the house she was holding her birthday present from him, and i asked if i had one. she said that it was in his car, he never fucking gave it to me cause i never went out with him. he had always said that if i didnt wanna go out, then it was fine and he'd ask no questions. so when i was too tired he'd text saying, "u ok?" and he gets all pissed off. but when we dont wanna hear about his holiday with another fuckin woman he goes ape shit and then when he comes back he expects us to be all interested and be ok with the fact that they went away and fucked and held hands and kissed and all of that fuckin bullshit, while my maw fuckin cries her eyes out because her best friend moved to canada, her brother moved to boston and then her fucking husband tells her he doesnt love her anymore and fucks off with another woman to stay in cumbernauld. oh and my dad used to always say "I hate cumbernauld, its full of inbreeds." WELL MATE YER FUCKIN SHAGGIN ONE YA CUNT! dick.
i bet that when i go back he'll ask if i wanna come and see him, but im not. not until i get an apology for him being such a hippocritical cock. but he's too stubborn to do that. he's already lost my big sister. cause he was too stubborn to apologise to her, so she told him to fuck off. and then while we were here, he text her and asked if she wanted to go out for lunch!!! fuckin arsehole, doesnt he see what he's doing? i can so tell that im gonna lose touch with him. i dont wanna, but i dont think that theres any alternative for me to go on with my life. it was his decision to leave, why should i fuckin bend over backwards to make him feel better because his kids fucking hate him. boo fuckin hoo, get over yerself mate.
anyway, enough about that wanker. all i need are my friends, maw & sister.