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jelo.
well life has been treatin meh nae bad. no real complaints tbh so its all good i guess. been having school work loaded on me like fuck. 5th years gonna be solid. dont want my highers to come :[
my daddeh gave me a tenner today for doing like an hours work :] and my mum left this morning to go to canada for 2 weeks. told her to get me a toungue bar! harhar and a tight yellow teeshirt =P shes gonna email me the night ♥
im such a fuck up when it comes to relationships. i was single for 9 months and thought that i was unhappy about it but i wasnt. cause now that im in a relationship all i wanna do is get out of it. i guess i was just bored with being single, but im not the kinda person to be in a relationship at the moment. i dont even know what i want. i think i like someone and then i fuck it up. i cant keep hurting people like that. but then again for some sick and twisted reason i dont care. its not that i dont care about the person its that i dont care about the outcome of breaking up with them. its sounds so sick but i guess its just me. im not gonna cover up and pretend im someone that im not. been there done that. take me as i am or gtf. maybe im just so involved with him. all i think about is him. feena will know what im talkin about from our heart to heart last week. she'll understand. very few people do. i actually think it might just be her.
well tonight i think i am goin to carolyns for a buzz man.
ive got a group interview on sunday from 6-9 for topman so hopefully ill get it cause i need the money sooo badly. pure skint. need/want to buy pretteh things for me and my close friends.
tuesday i am going to la vita for jens birthday with the twin and graeme and then were gonna go back to jens n get drunk. shood be fun. wednesday hopefully im stayin at graemes with a group of prettiful people. specially ma geenapie ♥
over and out . . .
well life has been treatin meh nae bad. no real complaints tbh so its all good i guess. been having school work loaded on me like fuck. 5th years gonna be solid. dont want my highers to come :[
my daddeh gave me a tenner today for doing like an hours work :] and my mum left this morning to go to canada for 2 weeks. told her to get me a toungue bar! harhar and a tight yellow teeshirt =P shes gonna email me the night ♥
im such a fuck up when it comes to relationships. i was single for 9 months and thought that i was unhappy about it but i wasnt. cause now that im in a relationship all i wanna do is get out of it. i guess i was just bored with being single, but im not the kinda person to be in a relationship at the moment. i dont even know what i want. i think i like someone and then i fuck it up. i cant keep hurting people like that. but then again for some sick and twisted reason i dont care. its not that i dont care about the person its that i dont care about the outcome of breaking up with them. its sounds so sick but i guess its just me. im not gonna cover up and pretend im someone that im not. been there done that. take me as i am or gtf. maybe im just so involved with him. all i think about is him. feena will know what im talkin about from our heart to heart last week. she'll understand. very few people do. i actually think it might just be her.
well tonight i think i am goin to carolyns for a buzz man.
ive got a group interview on sunday from 6-9 for topman so hopefully ill get it cause i need the money sooo badly. pure skint. need/want to buy pretteh things for me and my close friends.
tuesday i am going to la vita for jens birthday with the twin and graeme and then were gonna go back to jens n get drunk. shood be fun. wednesday hopefully im stayin at graemes with a group of prettiful people. specially ma geenapie ♥
over and out . . .