oh baaaaaah
I had just about finished the entry and my STUPID FUCKING CRAP computer gets a "explorer error" so all the windows have to shut down.... AAAARRRRGGGGGHHH!!! 
like i need this..
AAANYWAY, this is what i think i wrote.
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I made 2 of these avatar thingys before but then all of a sudden people on mjjf started doing their avatars so i fell for the pressure and made 3 more.
ok so its 4 but the last doesnt really count since its basically the same as the one before (but no background or body).
and i know none of them look like me... but...its really hard to make it look like you. on the first one i'm wearing my new shoes
but i had to paint the socks red, my real socks are actually red/black striped but it was too tiny to make it stripey.
and they all look better on a non black background.
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one glove, one love. ...or something like that.
i was 3 or 4...
what a happy little dork i was.
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About the previous entry... i'm over it. pms i guess.
i get these suicidal thoughts every now and then but...oh well. thats life.
i am tired of feeling like crap, but theres not much i can do about it. my sister says i need more love in my life...she's talking about boyfriend love, yeah, i'll just go to the store and buy one...
sometimes(or most of the time) i wish i could live in my dreams. i have almost the same dream all the time. and there i'm happy. i have friends, i have a job..altho i'm not sure what it is. i go somewhere and i make money but... what i actually do, no idea. that part of the dream is all blurred. which is just great...not! if i knew what job i had in my dreams maybe it would be something i could do in reality lol
but everything is pretty much perfect in my dreams.. except its 20 years back in time and i have no family. i've been in a car accident in 1978 and i lose my memory so i dont know who i am and nobody else does either. so...that part sucks. but the love i get from friends and stuff make up for the love i dont get from family. we go out and have fun and blah blah blah...
but thanks to those who cared when i was feeling low. much love to you
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And i'm so annoyed at stupid photobucket, for only allowing you to have 25mb now. i have 110mb! so i cant upload anything cus i cant delete anything (i need my stuff i have there).
so i have to use imageshack where you can only upload one pic at a time. and not have a album. or, you can register there but i tried it twice and i cant get the damn activation link to work.
oh well..
i downloaded MJs song "We've Had Enough", i like it. and i'm glad theres no Janet on it. i liked "Scream" but she sang different in that song. i'm no fan of hers cus, i dont think she can sing very well. and its so irritating, some people seem to think that just because you're a fan of MJ you HAVE TO be a fan of janet... err....no.
and i know i shouldnt download but, i'm gonna buy...or, get, the boxset anyway so what harm will it do if i dl the songs? its not like i'm posting them on my website or anything.
so i've been listening to WHE, scared of the moon, cheater, for all time, on the line, beautiful girl and carousel, which i finally found a good quality version of. found it on the guy who wrote the song's website, http://www.michaelsembello.com
cus i only have "Carousel" in crappy quality, and the one on the "Thriller, Special Edition" isnt the full version(i dont even have that one). so yaaaaay!
and "Cheater" and "WHE" has been played on the radio...on uk and spanish radio. so downloading them isnt really THAT bad(i keep telling myself).
wish MJ had included "For All Time" on the boxset too.
that would've been grand.
well, i'm getting sleepy now so i'll just hit the sack... what a stupid expression anyway, what sack? why would i hit a sack? a sack of what?
like i need this..
AAANYWAY, this is what i think i wrote.
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Made from http://abi-station.com/
I made 2 of these avatar thingys before but then all of a sudden people on mjjf started doing their avatars so i fell for the pressure and made 3 more.
ok so its 4 but the last doesnt really count since its basically the same as the one before (but no background or body).
and i know none of them look like me... but...its really hard to make it look like you. on the first one i'm wearing my new shoes
but i had to paint the socks red, my real socks are actually red/black striped but it was too tiny to make it stripey.
and they all look better on a non black background.
* * * * * * *
one glove, one love. ...or something like that.
i was 3 or 4...
what a happy little dork i was.
* * * * * * *
About the previous entry... i'm over it. pms i guess.
i get these suicidal thoughts every now and then but...oh well. thats life.
i am tired of feeling like crap, but theres not much i can do about it. my sister says i need more love in my life...she's talking about boyfriend love, yeah, i'll just go to the store and buy one...
sometimes(or most of the time) i wish i could live in my dreams. i have almost the same dream all the time. and there i'm happy. i have friends, i have a job..altho i'm not sure what it is. i go somewhere and i make money but... what i actually do, no idea. that part of the dream is all blurred. which is just great...not! if i knew what job i had in my dreams maybe it would be something i could do in reality lol
but everything is pretty much perfect in my dreams.. except its 20 years back in time and i have no family. i've been in a car accident in 1978 and i lose my memory so i dont know who i am and nobody else does either. so...that part sucks. but the love i get from friends and stuff make up for the love i dont get from family. we go out and have fun and blah blah blah...
but thanks to those who cared when i was feeling low. much love to you
* * * * * * *
And i'm so annoyed at stupid photobucket, for only allowing you to have 25mb now. i have 110mb! so i cant upload anything cus i cant delete anything (i need my stuff i have there).
so i have to use imageshack where you can only upload one pic at a time. and not have a album. or, you can register there but i tried it twice and i cant get the damn activation link to work.
oh well..
i downloaded MJs song "We've Had Enough", i like it. and i'm glad theres no Janet on it. i liked "Scream" but she sang different in that song. i'm no fan of hers cus, i dont think she can sing very well. and its so irritating, some people seem to think that just because you're a fan of MJ you HAVE TO be a fan of janet... err....no.
and i know i shouldnt download but, i'm gonna buy...or, get, the boxset anyway so what harm will it do if i dl the songs? its not like i'm posting them on my website or anything.
so i've been listening to WHE, scared of the moon, cheater, for all time, on the line, beautiful girl and carousel, which i finally found a good quality version of. found it on the guy who wrote the song's website, http://www.michaelsembello.com
cus i only have "Carousel" in crappy quality, and the one on the "Thriller, Special Edition" isnt the full version(i dont even have that one). so yaaaaay!
and "Cheater" and "WHE" has been played on the radio...on uk and spanish radio. so downloading them isnt really THAT bad(i keep telling myself).
wish MJ had included "For All Time" on the boxset too.
that would've been grand.
well, i'm getting sleepy now so i'll just hit the sack... what a stupid expression anyway, what sack? why would i hit a sack? a sack of what?