Last monday i went to the doctor. things went well, my blood pressure is good, my heart is good and my lungs are good. i was gonna ask him about my chest bone but i forgot -_-
But he's gonna send me to a psychiatrist.
Then today i talked to a social worker(i think its called). gave her some papers showing that i dont have any money and that i need money.
she said i needed some paper from the doctor, but he didnt give me anything. he just said he was gonna forward me to a psychiatrist. which could take weeks or months according to him. before i get to talk to them i mean.
the girl said that didnt seem right, i cant wait that long, so i have to ...or my dad has to call the doctor and ask him about that paper. cus without it i dont get any money.
but when i eventually get the money it will be almost as much as my sis gives us.
...yay! b^_^
These things are good, i'm making progress. so.... now for some not so good things.
or,..thing. whatever.
Felix is not doing well. i think he's dying ;_;
he's stopped eating, i havent seen him eat in ...maybe 3 days now. he drinks a little but then pukes it up.
he sleeps more than he has before. he breathes really ...fast. its just ...i dont know what to do..... i dont want him to suffer.
it seemed like he was doing better, he was up more, his fur seemed thicker... he would sit and look out which he had stopped doing...... he would get all cuddly when i combed him, like old Felix...he used to loooove to get combed.
but now when i comb him its like he doesnt notice. his face is just so blank.
i know people say cats cant show emotion but i think thats bs, he's always been so expressive and..... i dont want him to die but i dont want him to be in pain either ;_;
i've been looking up kidney problems with cats and almost everyone say there's special food they can eat to make them feel better. but our vet didnt mention it, he just said there was nothing they could do.
i've had dreams that i've gone back in time when he wasnt sick, and just hold him and cuddle with him and tell him he wont get sick ...but i dont think you can prevent cats from getting kidney problems...i mean, i dont know what causes it...
i wish someone would invent a time machine already ._.