i've read on the net about people losing weight fast with that diet, thats one of my problems, i have no patience. i want it to happen faaast..but not too fast of course. some woman lost 30kg, but she weighed 95kg so.... i wanna lose like, 10..maybe.... buuut i dont think i can ever do that ;_; and eating right is alot harder than it seems. i'm also a vegetarian so its even harder.
i think my father and sister resent me because i dont have a job/bring in any money. a few weeks ago my dad said all of a sudden that some social workers were coming over to talk to me the next week. i was "O_O whaaaaat???? you better call them and cancel!" and he did but they were trying to ambush me, i had sooo much anxiety i just wanted to run away and hide somewhere ;_; and, i think, last week i bought some earrings on my sisters account (its like ebay) so they were sent to her place. but she says she wont give them to me until i go talk to social services (or whatever its called) O_o i mean, i get that she wants me to go but...uhh..those are my friggin earrings. so i'm gonna have to buy new ones. you probably think its childish of me but...its soooo hard to take that first step ó_ò and it doesnt make it any easier when ppl try to force me. i havent talked to my sis since the b-day celebration btw.
i dont want to upset ppl either but its not like i say "OMG YOU SUCK YOU BOUGHT THE WRONG COLOR GO DIIIIE!!!11 DX"...y'know, i was more like "ohhh well it was the right brand and stuff but not really the right color, but you got the right brand ^_^;" cus he asked me if they were the right ones. i just cant lie and say i like something when i dont :/ i do have some problems showing gratitude/happiness but its not like i didnt say 'thank you'.
the clothes were from my dad. but i ordered them from a catalog... i was a liiittle disappointed that he didnt wrap them in. they were just in the plastic see-through bag that came from the catalog.
i knoooow, ONE single day when you're supposed to feel great...and then it just sucks. baaah -_- and thank you *hugsss* ^3^ ♥
i've read on the net about people losing weight fast with that diet, thats one of my problems, i have no patience. i want it to happen faaast..but not too fast of course.
some woman lost 30kg, but she weighed 95kg so.... i wanna lose like, 10..maybe.... buuut i dont think i can ever do that ;_;
and eating right is alot harder than it seems. i'm also a vegetarian so its even harder.
i think my father and sister resent me because i dont have a job/bring in any money.
a few weeks ago my dad said all of a sudden that some social workers were coming over to talk to me the next week. i was "O_O whaaaaat???? you better call them and cancel!" and he did but they were trying to ambush me, i had sooo much anxiety i just wanted to run away and hide somewhere ;_;
and, i think, last week i bought some earrings on my sisters account (its like ebay) so they were sent to her place. but she says she wont give them to me until i go talk to social services (or whatever its called) O_o i mean, i get that she wants me to go but...uhh..those are my friggin earrings. so i'm gonna have to buy new ones. you probably think its childish of me but...its soooo hard to take that first step ó_ò and it doesnt make it any easier when ppl try to force me.
i havent talked to my sis since the b-day celebration btw.
i dont want to upset ppl either but its not like i say "OMG YOU SUCK YOU BOUGHT THE WRONG COLOR GO DIIIIE!!!11 DX"...y'know, i was more like "ohhh well it was the right brand and stuff but not really the right color, but you got the right brand ^_^;" cus he asked me if they were the right ones. i just cant lie and say i like something when i dont :/
i do have some problems showing gratitude/happiness but its not like i didnt say 'thank you'.
the clothes were from my dad. but i ordered them from a catalog... i was a liiittle disappointed that he didnt wrap them in. they were just in the plastic see-through bag that came from the catalog.
i knoooow, ONE single day when you're supposed to feel great...and then it just sucks. baaah -_- and thank you *hugsss* ^3^ ♥
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