siblings
About my brother, no one has said anything to him about the gifts we got. we've been complaining to eachother but we havent said anything to him. i kinda want to but at the same time... i dont want to fight with him, i dont want him to be angry with me.
i want to ask him why he thought it would be a good idea to give our mom a paper bag.. but.. eh.
over to my other sibling, my sister. i'm so worried about her.
she's lost weight recently and she's so skinny.. she says she doesnt have time to eat cus she has to work all the time :/ but she told me even her boss has said she's skinny, so i dont understand why she wont tell him that she needs some time to eat, that its because of work that she's lost weight.
shes a waitress, so she runs around alot and shes got ppl to serve all the time. but i mean, if the other girls can have time to eat then why cant she?
she says she's also stressed alot... but dammit, get un-stressed then ó_ò...yeah not so easy. but she's gonna disappear if she doesnt do anything about it.
she's like "oh no worries, i eat when i'm off work".. which is 2 days. so she's only gonna eat properly 2 days a week? thats ridiculous.
i wish she could just get another job. i've written about this before but, she's SOOO talented. drawing, sewing, knitting, making jewelry etc.. she's so creative with stuff you make with your hands (or however you say it) and ...shes a waitress?.. such a waste.
another thing about her. me and my parents went over to her place some days ago, and while we were sitting there (they were eating and i was borrowing her cam to take some pix from a book) she says she and her bf have been thinking about having a baby.
...but they cant because i dont have a job.
she helps out with money, my dad gets alot of money from her every month. and its not like i dont feel guilty about that, i KNOW i should have a job and bring in money. but its easier said than done.
but i couldnt believe my ears when she said that.
they want to do something so serious as to have a child but then its my fault they cant do that.
then she says "so you can have that as motivation"... but it doesnt motivate me at all, it just makes me want to go to bed and never wake up.
maybe she's right, but i dont think she should blame me for everything. it doesnt exactly make me feel better ._.
Over to something not so depressing, i finally found Juns single. not the pvs tho p-_-
i wish i could buy it.. but its like $40 for both, and i always have to have both.
maybe i can get it for my b-day, i've already said i want headphones,
i cant decide which ones tho, the first 2 are called "lowriders" and the 3rd is called "hesh"...
anyway, they're kinda expensive so i dont know if i could get both the headphones and the singles.
the singles cost like $10 more than the previous one did... maybe its cus theres 2 pvs? i dunno.. there are fewer songs, only 2 on each, 3 together. MUG had like 5 songs, if you put both types together.
oh well, if someone doesnt have it yet,
look for "MR.NAME"
Blue Type (rar)
1.name is "KUJIRA"
2.power source
Orange Type (rar)
1.brave
2.power source
going to mediafire reminds me i have to check my uploads post, i probably have soooo many files that dont work anymore. i havent checked it in forever...mooo i dont wanna fix it -_- altho..i dont think anyone goes there anymore so ...maybe i dont have to.
oh well, over and out.
i want to ask him why he thought it would be a good idea to give our mom a paper bag.. but.. eh.
over to my other sibling, my sister. i'm so worried about her.
she's lost weight recently and she's so skinny.. she says she doesnt have time to eat cus she has to work all the time :/ but she told me even her boss has said she's skinny, so i dont understand why she wont tell him that she needs some time to eat, that its because of work that she's lost weight.
shes a waitress, so she runs around alot and shes got ppl to serve all the time. but i mean, if the other girls can have time to eat then why cant she?
she says she's also stressed alot... but dammit, get un-stressed then ó_ò...yeah not so easy. but she's gonna disappear if she doesnt do anything about it.
she's like "oh no worries, i eat when i'm off work".. which is 2 days. so she's only gonna eat properly 2 days a week? thats ridiculous.
i wish she could just get another job. i've written about this before but, she's SOOO talented. drawing, sewing, knitting, making jewelry etc.. she's so creative with stuff you make with your hands (or however you say it) and ...shes a waitress?.. such a waste.
another thing about her. me and my parents went over to her place some days ago, and while we were sitting there (they were eating and i was borrowing her cam to take some pix from a book) she says she and her bf have been thinking about having a baby.
...but they cant because i dont have a job.
she helps out with money, my dad gets alot of money from her every month. and its not like i dont feel guilty about that, i KNOW i should have a job and bring in money. but its easier said than done.
but i couldnt believe my ears when she said that.
they want to do something so serious as to have a child but then its my fault they cant do that.
then she says "so you can have that as motivation"... but it doesnt motivate me at all, it just makes me want to go to bed and never wake up.
maybe she's right, but i dont think she should blame me for everything. it doesnt exactly make me feel better ._.
Over to something not so depressing, i finally found Juns single. not the pvs tho p-_-
i wish i could buy it.. but its like $40 for both, and i always have to have both.
maybe i can get it for my b-day, i've already said i want headphones,
i cant decide which ones tho, the first 2 are called "lowriders" and the 3rd is called "hesh"...
anyway, they're kinda expensive so i dont know if i could get both the headphones and the singles.
the singles cost like $10 more than the previous one did... maybe its cus theres 2 pvs? i dunno.. there are fewer songs, only 2 on each, 3 together. MUG had like 5 songs, if you put both types together.
oh well, if someone doesnt have it yet,
look for "MR.NAME"
Blue Type (rar)
1.name is "KUJIRA"
2.power source
Orange Type (rar)
1.brave
2.power source
going to mediafire reminds me i have to check my uploads post, i probably have soooo many files that dont work anymore. i havent checked it in forever...mooo i dont wanna fix it -_- altho..i dont think anyone goes there anymore so ...maybe i dont have to.
oh well, over and out.