have a nice cup of RSNOCA (random shit no one cares about)
I've been feeling like crap these past few days, my mom keeps saying i have to get a bloodtest. i've only had a bloodtest taken once before, think it was in '02. i was so nervous, i just sat there and babbled about nothing... then on the way home i was all weak cus HELLO they took all of my blood...sorta.
they always take 3 tubes, why do they need so much? i've seen people examine blood on CSI and they only need like a drop... ok so CSI isnt exactly real but still XD
anyway, i was in better condition in '02. i mean, i was still lazy and fat but i walked more. i was outside every day. but i think its since i finished school that i've been having these stomach problems.
i think it was last thursday, i walked to my sister and i thought i was gonna die. i was feeling a bit crap before i left but it got sooo much worse on the way there.
she doesnt live far away, by bus its maybe 4 stops... should be about 20 min walk. but it felt like it took foreeeever X_x and when i came home i was still feeling sick, i had to sleep it off. then on friday and saturday it was almost the same, not quite as bad tho but i still didnt feel very well.
then on sunday we were gonna celebrate my moms b-day. and my brother had asked if he could bring his girfriend... so then my sis asked if she could bring her boyfriend.
i was feeling crap, i just wanted to sleep. but it wasnt my decision if they could come over sooooooo they came and i was feeling even worse. i didnt eat any cake or candy or anything. i just sorta sat there looking dead.
they probably thought i was being rude or something but.... i'm not one of those people who can pretend to feel ok when i'm not. when i'm sick it shows all over my face.
so then after they had been here for about an hour and a half i was starting to feel better, i could laugh and joke around more, talk more and not just sit there like a zombie.
and they leave -_-
its so typical. at first i wished they would leave and then when i feel fetter and they're leaving, i want them to stay. gosh darn it.
but anyway, i was feeling so great that i even went out with my parents to buy ice cream :O
when you've been feeling crap for several days and then you feel normal again it...its like the best thing ever ^_^ i ate candy, chips and ice cream, yum yum yum.
and when me and my parents went out i took my dads phone with me. apparently i really like trees, flowers and the sky XD
most of these got so dark altho it was sunny O_o stupid camera >_<
flowers like these are signs that summer is almost here. i like winter and when its cold but... not for a long period of time. you get tired of it after a while. same with spring/summer, after a while you just want it to get cold -_-
these remind me of the Ents from "Lord of the rings". altho i dont know if i would want them to get up and walk around.
all the sky pix look dark and grey and...gloomy. but in reality the sky was blue and it looked real pretty.
oh how i wish i had a digital camera ;_;
some more flowers.
i dont know, i just liked it.
when i was little i used to pretend that little people lived in trees and those things were their front doors.
now i think they look like weird nipples.
i was like 'oooh pretty sky' but then when i pointed the cam to the sky i couldnt see anything in the cam. the sun made the screen all black or something.
i kinda wish it had been more to the left.
kittiiiiie ^3^
a lonely cone in the middle of the field. i was thinking about doing 'a Jun' but, my parents think i'm weird enough XD
And now for something grossrandom: i got a rash on the back of my knee, its sooo annoying. and whats even more annoying is that i've had it before. i think it was maybe a year ago, same leg, same spot >_<
anyone know what to do about it? other than not scratching it...
i started taking pictures of it to see if its getting any better... or worse. (since i have the memory of a...something that has a very bad memory, i cant remember what it looked like a day ago XD)
i got it a few weeks ago but i've only taken pictures 3 times.
on the 18th it looked like this,
i was afraid it was gonna bleed DX
on the 22nd,
eeewwwww, it got worse ;_;
on the 27th,
its better, still itches like hell tho >_<
thats enough of gross things.
i got new clothes...again :D
looks oh so awesome with my slippers, right? XD
silver-black tights, jacket, tunic/dress/thing. i liiike. altho those tights make my legs look even fatter.
my sis said i dont have enough nutrition in my food. i usually eat a pie with some salad and cream..stuff. these past few days i've been eating,
vegetarian 'schnitzel' with cream stuff on, macaroni, salad and cottage cheese.
theres gotta be some nutrition in that right? ...or maybe its just fat XD
i dont know... theres this vegetarian food called Quorn which is really good for you but my stomach doesnt like it ;_; and good veggie food is expensive so i'll just have to do with pie and salad. and sometimes schnitzels and falafel.
i painted my nails purple with black stripes. i tried to make it look like zebra print but... i obviously fail.
couldnt get a good shot of 'em but you get the idea.
its more fun to paint your nails when they're long. my sister has long ones and she's always got some nice artsy design on 'em.
these are kinda nice,
i showed my sis these,
and she did them on her nails, i'm so jealous.
i want them too but i would do it black where its ..skin colored.
like this,
yay for crappy psp skills. but, mine are too short. althoooo, my sis and her friend bought this nail-making-kit-thing. maybe she can make mine longer... but not as long as in the pix tho. thats how long hers are and... i like them shorter.
some Felix,
bothering kittie when he's trying to sleep is so much fun, tra la la ^_^
his favourite place in the whole world is lying on my dads shoulders,
if i try to post more than 1 video, i always get the same in all the videos >_<
so i'll just post the links instead - sleeepy kittie & sleeeepier kittie.
I have a new idea for my hair XD
for a couple of weeks now, i've been interested in dread falls (fake dreads you just wrap around buns in your hair). i wants ittt o_o or maybe it'll make me look all cyber... hmmmm....... eh, i dont care. i dont dress cyber and you can have falls without having to be cyber. its just that its so popular with them.
(i'm gonna dye all of it black btw, no more blonde crap. it only stayed white for less than a week DX i can just put in some extensions if i want it white.)
this is what they look like (but i think i want mine to be fatter at the bottom),
and all black of course (but maaaybe a silver or white one).
anyhoot, problem is i have to make the dreads myself -_- its a pain in the ass i tell ya.
i tried making one,
and it kinda sucks. i had to stand forever with the hair-dryer to get the dread to...stay dreaded. you can use steam or hot water but i'd probably just injure myself XD
i just really suck at backcombing.
i made 2 more... the blue one was just a test, these black ones are the ones i will use.
when they were only backcombed,
that hair seems to be different quality than the blue hair, and the blue was actually easier so...i dunno.. methinks i'll have to get my sis to help me.
i used my straightener to fix them,
i dont know if that was a good idea since i burned off alot XD but ..it kinda worked.
^hurr.
there is absolutely no point to this video,
oh well, yet another loooong entry has come to an end.
^fail.
they always take 3 tubes, why do they need so much? i've seen people examine blood on CSI and they only need like a drop... ok so CSI isnt exactly real but still XD
anyway, i was in better condition in '02. i mean, i was still lazy and fat but i walked more. i was outside every day. but i think its since i finished school that i've been having these stomach problems.
i think it was last thursday, i walked to my sister and i thought i was gonna die. i was feeling a bit crap before i left but it got sooo much worse on the way there.
she doesnt live far away, by bus its maybe 4 stops... should be about 20 min walk. but it felt like it took foreeeever X_x and when i came home i was still feeling sick, i had to sleep it off. then on friday and saturday it was almost the same, not quite as bad tho but i still didnt feel very well.
then on sunday we were gonna celebrate my moms b-day. and my brother had asked if he could bring his girfriend... so then my sis asked if she could bring her boyfriend.
i was feeling crap, i just wanted to sleep. but it wasnt my decision if they could come over sooooooo they came and i was feeling even worse. i didnt eat any cake or candy or anything. i just sorta sat there looking dead.
they probably thought i was being rude or something but.... i'm not one of those people who can pretend to feel ok when i'm not. when i'm sick it shows all over my face.
so then after they had been here for about an hour and a half i was starting to feel better, i could laugh and joke around more, talk more and not just sit there like a zombie.
and they leave -_-
its so typical. at first i wished they would leave and then when i feel fetter and they're leaving, i want them to stay. gosh darn it.
but anyway, i was feeling so great that i even went out with my parents to buy ice cream :O
when you've been feeling crap for several days and then you feel normal again it...its like the best thing ever ^_^ i ate candy, chips and ice cream, yum yum yum.
and when me and my parents went out i took my dads phone with me. apparently i really like trees, flowers and the sky XD
most of these got so dark altho it was sunny O_o stupid camera >_<
flowers like these are signs that summer is almost here. i like winter and when its cold but... not for a long period of time. you get tired of it after a while. same with spring/summer, after a while you just want it to get cold -_-
these remind me of the Ents from "Lord of the rings". altho i dont know if i would want them to get up and walk around.
all the sky pix look dark and grey and...gloomy. but in reality the sky was blue and it looked real pretty.
oh how i wish i had a digital camera ;_;
some more flowers.
i dont know, i just liked it.
when i was little i used to pretend that little people lived in trees and those things were their front doors.
now i think they look like weird nipples.
i was like 'oooh pretty sky' but then when i pointed the cam to the sky i couldnt see anything in the cam. the sun made the screen all black or something.
i kinda wish it had been more to the left.
kittiiiiie ^3^
a lonely cone in the middle of the field. i was thinking about doing 'a Jun' but, my parents think i'm weird enough XD
And now for something grossrandom: i got a rash on the back of my knee, its sooo annoying. and whats even more annoying is that i've had it before. i think it was maybe a year ago, same leg, same spot >_<
anyone know what to do about it? other than not scratching it...
i started taking pictures of it to see if its getting any better... or worse. (since i have the memory of a...something that has a very bad memory, i cant remember what it looked like a day ago XD)
i got it a few weeks ago but i've only taken pictures 3 times.
on the 18th it looked like this,
i was afraid it was gonna bleed DX
on the 22nd,
eeewwwww, it got worse ;_;
on the 27th,
its better, still itches like hell tho >_<
thats enough of gross things.
i got new clothes...again :D
looks oh so awesome with my slippers, right? XD
silver-black tights, jacket, tunic/dress/thing. i liiike. altho those tights make my legs look even fatter.
my sis said i dont have enough nutrition in my food. i usually eat a pie with some salad and cream..stuff. these past few days i've been eating,
vegetarian 'schnitzel' with cream stuff on, macaroni, salad and cottage cheese.
theres gotta be some nutrition in that right? ...or maybe its just fat XD
i dont know... theres this vegetarian food called Quorn which is really good for you but my stomach doesnt like it ;_; and good veggie food is expensive so i'll just have to do with pie and salad. and sometimes schnitzels and falafel.
i painted my nails purple with black stripes. i tried to make it look like zebra print but... i obviously fail.
couldnt get a good shot of 'em but you get the idea.
its more fun to paint your nails when they're long. my sister has long ones and she's always got some nice artsy design on 'em.
these are kinda nice,
i showed my sis these,
and she did them on her nails, i'm so jealous.
i want them too but i would do it black where its ..skin colored.
like this,
yay for crappy psp skills. but, mine are too short. althoooo, my sis and her friend bought this nail-making-kit-thing. maybe she can make mine longer... but not as long as in the pix tho. thats how long hers are and... i like them shorter.
some Felix,
bothering kittie when he's trying to sleep is so much fun, tra la la ^_^
his favourite place in the whole world is lying on my dads shoulders,
if i try to post more than 1 video, i always get the same in all the videos >_<
so i'll just post the links instead - sleeepy kittie & sleeeepier kittie.
I have a new idea for my hair XD
for a couple of weeks now, i've been interested in dread falls (fake dreads you just wrap around buns in your hair). i wants ittt o_o or maybe it'll make me look all cyber... hmmmm....... eh, i dont care. i dont dress cyber and you can have falls without having to be cyber. its just that its so popular with them.
(i'm gonna dye all of it black btw, no more blonde crap. it only stayed white for less than a week DX i can just put in some extensions if i want it white.)
this is what they look like (but i think i want mine to be fatter at the bottom),
and all black of course (but maaaybe a silver or white one).
anyhoot, problem is i have to make the dreads myself -_- its a pain in the ass i tell ya.
i tried making one,
and it kinda sucks. i had to stand forever with the hair-dryer to get the dread to...stay dreaded. you can use steam or hot water but i'd probably just injure myself XD
i just really suck at backcombing.
i made 2 more... the blue one was just a test, these black ones are the ones i will use.
when they were only backcombed,
that hair seems to be different quality than the blue hair, and the blue was actually easier so...i dunno.. methinks i'll have to get my sis to help me.
i used my straightener to fix them,
i dont know if that was a good idea since i burned off alot XD but ..it kinda worked.
^hurr.
there is absolutely no point to this video,
oh well, yet another loooong entry has come to an end.
^fail.