hmm...
I havent talked to my mom since october and we live together so imagine what thats like. but i think its best if we just stay away from eachother. she's not the mom i grew up with anymore. i dont care if it makes me seem childish, unless you live here you dont know what its like.
anyway, so i was sitting in the kitchen and felix was..cuddling with my hair O_o i had my head down and didnt see my mom come into the kitchen and then she's standing right next to me and she touches me on the back..or, sorta on the shoulder. and then she asks "dont you want to go with us?" and i answered her "go where?" without really thinking about it...... and..hmm...... it felt weird.
she's talked to me before but i've just ignored her but now she touched me. she didnt even do that before, after the bloodclot she wasnt very..affectionate.
i guess i should be "nice" cus its almost christmas ...altho it doesnt feel like it here, we dont even have the tree up..its usually up like a month before christmas ._.
oh well......
I made a guitar earring yesterday XD but since i dont have normal holes i had to put a chain on it instead of just a earring..hook thing. but i didnt have a chain but i did have lots of ..locks, that i never use so i just put those together,
looks a bit retarded but oh well.
And Jun confuses me, when talking about his music, do i have to call him attic now? why cant he just call himself Jun? i know he had attic on AS too but...moo X_x
oh and yaaay someone finally upped the single (Type B) ^_^ i thought it would be up on the release day but nooo.. i've even had dreams that i'm sitting here searching for it and then everybody finds it but i still cant -_- nightmares.
and i like iiiiiiiiiit b^_^ it is very hide-influenced but i'm also a hide fan so thats hardly a bad thing. hide's not around anymore so he cant make more music and it kinda feels like Jun picked up where hide left off. and i like that.
now i just want to see the pv ^_^
aaand hihi @ the bonus track ^_^
anyway, so i was sitting in the kitchen and felix was..cuddling with my hair O_o i had my head down and didnt see my mom come into the kitchen and then she's standing right next to me and she touches me on the back..or, sorta on the shoulder. and then she asks "dont you want to go with us?" and i answered her "go where?" without really thinking about it...... and..hmm...... it felt weird.
she's talked to me before but i've just ignored her but now she touched me. she didnt even do that before, after the bloodclot she wasnt very..affectionate.
i guess i should be "nice" cus its almost christmas ...altho it doesnt feel like it here, we dont even have the tree up..its usually up like a month before christmas ._.
oh well......
I made a guitar earring yesterday XD but since i dont have normal holes i had to put a chain on it instead of just a earring..hook thing. but i didnt have a chain but i did have lots of ..locks, that i never use so i just put those together,
looks a bit retarded but oh well.
And Jun confuses me, when talking about his music, do i have to call him attic now? why cant he just call himself Jun? i know he had attic on AS too but...moo X_x
oh and yaaay someone finally upped the single (Type B) ^_^ i thought it would be up on the release day but nooo.. i've even had dreams that i'm sitting here searching for it and then everybody finds it but i still cant -_- nightmares.
and i like iiiiiiiiiit b^_^ it is very hide-influenced but i'm also a hide fan so thats hardly a bad thing. hide's not around anymore so he cant make more music and it kinda feels like Jun picked up where hide left off. and i like that.
now i just want to see the pv ^_^
aaand hihi @ the bonus track ^_^