shoes
This is kinda stupid but, today was the first time i walked outside with high heel shoes.
I bought them over a year ago but just never felt like wearing them. fear of tripping or something i guess.
The heel.. is not a very good heel, you could say. cus its kinda small and ..i dont exactly have the best balance.
it felt very odd cus i'm so used to walking with shoes that has a flat heel.
like these:
those white ones arent mine but the 'Converse all star' shoes are. dont use them alot, only if i'm going to the store or something and i'm too lazy to put the other ones on.
cus the boots got alot of lacing and the pixies have 9 buckles which can get frustrating to put on sometimes.
but i'm kinda good at it. :)
^they're nice but i wish they were a bit..taller. not the heel but the..shoe. if that makes sense.
^this is the fabric, i really like it.
or...its in leather but it has this sort on it too. as you can see on the first pic.
but i like low shoes, like old ladys shoes.
like these,
and i want these too, they're like my pixies but mine doesnt have the heel,
and i loooove these kind of shoes,
i like goth and 40s/50s/rockabilly style shoes.
but since i dont have a friggin job i cant buy any shoes.
my mom wants me to go a course, some computer course since she thinks i'm so good with the computer. graphix and such.
which i'm not but ..like she knows anything about graphix.
you can apparently get alot of money from taking a course but... here's the thing, when i have my monthly week of hell i cant do much. or..i dont WANT to do much.
i just want to be home and not do a damn thing. i dont want to move, go out, ..do stuff. i only hurt for like the first 2 days but i just feel so... disgusting.
i hate it.
so unless theres a course thats about 2 and a half weeks, i'm not doing shit.
and i know, i have to get over it cus i cant stay at home forever.
but i dont see that happening anytime soon.
I bought them over a year ago but just never felt like wearing them. fear of tripping or something i guess.
The heel.. is not a very good heel, you could say. cus its kinda small and ..i dont exactly have the best balance.
it felt very odd cus i'm so used to walking with shoes that has a flat heel.
like these:
those white ones arent mine but the 'Converse all star' shoes are. dont use them alot, only if i'm going to the store or something and i'm too lazy to put the other ones on.
cus the boots got alot of lacing and the pixies have 9 buckles which can get frustrating to put on sometimes.
but i'm kinda good at it. :)
^they're nice but i wish they were a bit..taller. not the heel but the..shoe. if that makes sense.
^this is the fabric, i really like it.
or...its in leather but it has this sort on it too. as you can see on the first pic.
but i like low shoes, like old ladys shoes.
like these,
and i want these too, they're like my pixies but mine doesnt have the heel,
and i loooove these kind of shoes,
i like goth and 40s/50s/rockabilly style shoes.
but since i dont have a friggin job i cant buy any shoes.
my mom wants me to go a course, some computer course since she thinks i'm so good with the computer. graphix and such.
which i'm not but ..like she knows anything about graphix.
you can apparently get alot of money from taking a course but... here's the thing, when i have my monthly week of hell i cant do much. or..i dont WANT to do much.
i just want to be home and not do a damn thing. i dont want to move, go out, ..do stuff. i only hurt for like the first 2 days but i just feel so... disgusting.
i hate it.
so unless theres a course thats about 2 and a half weeks, i'm not doing shit.
and i know, i have to get over it cus i cant stay at home forever.
but i dont see that happening anytime soon.