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Aug 17, 2006 18:58

My feelings wont be hurt, I just can not control my curisity...even if you think I am the scum of the earth I still have people who love me so fire away...

thanks Kaleia I am borrowing your idea.

1)Tell me what you think of me.
2)Good and/or bad.
3)Comment anonymously

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sevenofspayeds August 19 2006, 16:19:21 UTC
I know you , and you wouldn't have even seen this this comment if it wasn't e-mailed to you...plus there where a few things that you personally would mention "humble yourself" for example...or mentioning college which is a really sore subject for you latley. BTW scince when do my "old friends" come up and tell you how they feel about me because I am pretty sure that my old friends are definetly not your new ones and therefore how you would know that baffles me. Frankly I am not bothered that you feel the way you do however, please only speak on your behalf because it is not fair for you to make others decisions for them...if my "old" friends have something to say then they can post a comment. Oh, and as a side note I think you should know that the whole college thing, is only because your friends know that you are tallented as shit and want to see you succeed. I want to see you succeed to but I could care less if you go to college, there are other ways like auditions which you have already told me you have been going on. If this was you who wrote this comment, which I am absloutly convinced it was, then I have a feeling that you took a guess at which comment was mine on your livejournal post. I also have a feeling that you guessed wrong and now you are pissed off and hurt, but I have no fear in telling you which comment is mine:"I think you think you deserve less than you do, which may be why you are not doing anything with yourself right now and why WSHS is seeing a lot of you latley. I think you have immense potential and talent...but no drive, no motivation, and you think too much. When we have our 20 year reunion I want to know your name...and not because I remember you."
Notice that the word college was never mentioned.

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karuths August 19 2006, 20:40:32 UTC
Mandy actually..... I wasn't speaking for me at all...... in fact these are things that I feel about you but that doesn't mean that they are things that I dislike…. They are just things that I deal with because I love you and you are my friend. As I know you do for me as well. Mandy..... You do NOT fall into the "old friend" category..... I was talking about the people that say "Eh" when I say.... lets bring Mandy. And YES they were all once your friends. And the college thing was pushed to the edge after a horrible experience that I had yesterday....and I am well aware that you guys are just looking out for me and want to see me do what you know I can do...... and I appreciate the support....I only said that because I feel lake you guys think I'm stupid and yesterday someone crossed the line and I just got fed up with it. I'm not being lazy Mandy.... I know that's what everyone thinks.... but everything I'm doing I'm doing for a reason. And a side note: I did this post to see what my FRIENDS had to say to me....... not to start shit. And Mandy if you are in anyway upset with me for posting what I did..... Then you have seriously missed the point. I know that everything anyone commented to me was very very true....or had at one time been true. So with that said....Yes I wrote that..... DING DING.... you guessed right.....but I think I may have guessed wrong in thinking that you were going to be mature and actually accept what your friends had to say.

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karuths August 19 2006, 20:57:23 UTC
I love that you wrote this twice :P

Mandy.... you can take what I say as some kinda of truth and use it to understand yourself and the way you are perceived by others..... Or you can brush it off as me being a bitch.

I wasn't at all hurt or upset with you when I wrote that..... I wasn't mad Mandy… these are things I actually feel. However I do not feel they are things worth fighting or losing a friendship over. Mandy take it of leave it babe..... I don't care. I said it... it only needed to be said once. Now I'm going to drop it.... you can join me and we can go on being friends.... or you can let it bother you. Which it did otherwise you wouldn't have felt the need to correct me. :P

I love you Mandy and I greatly enjoy your company and friendship. And if this is how it ends ok.....I think it's a real shame.... but ok.

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sevenofspayeds August 20 2006, 13:40:56 UTC
I dont even really care anymore. I never really did.

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