so
So i'm sitting in this car staring in front and then once in a while glancing back. Nothing. Darkness. I'm belated I need a suburban to pull up. I need another one. Just one. One won't hurt. One won't kill me. One won't hook me. One won't be "it"
FINALLY the car pulls up. the damn silver suburban. I open the door and run to the window. "What's up man"
"What's good"
I hand him the money
he hands me my score
"Later"
"Stay right"
Back in the car i'm so nervous I can't even drive i can't comprehend i can't survive.
It's hell driving back. Absolute terror and apprehension. I'm dying. but I'm lying.
finally at the end it's just perfect it's absolute constituting nothing but
a total perfect unity with everything alive.
just
perfect
FINALLY the car pulls up. the damn silver suburban. I open the door and run to the window. "What's up man"
"What's good"
I hand him the money
he hands me my score
"Later"
"Stay right"
Back in the car i'm so nervous I can't even drive i can't comprehend i can't survive.
It's hell driving back. Absolute terror and apprehension. I'm dying. but I'm lying.
finally at the end it's just perfect it's absolute constituting nothing but
a total perfect unity with everything alive.
just
perfect