May 22, 2005 07:07
07:15. My heart is half empty or half full. Bahoongus stuffs are gone. Without my permission, satisfation, contentment, half of my heart is taken away from me. My song is playing. My favorite song. 'I am not trying to pressure you... you ain't even gotta be ma girlfriend...' Flowers. The flowers Katie and Hannah gave me for my chapel talk are dead now due to my lack of my attention. They lasted strongly in my SOBE bottle filled with dirty tap water for almost a month without any nutrition. I thank these flowers for giving me joy and comfort. However, the fact that they did not make to the last day of my McCallie makes me melancholy. '...can I just spend my life with you...' Eric Benet's voice keeps from going crazy, which is good. Hm... that was my sad part, now the good part. First of all, I do not have a school tie. It makes me mad that we have to buy that ugly tie just to wear for the graduation. Therefore, I am going to burrow from somebody in the dorm. Next, blazer. I haven't washed mine since the day I planted my face on the belk greenway after running down the hill for senior video. oops. I am gonna need to burrow that, too. Finally, blue shirt. I don't know where that thing went. I will burrow that, too. 7:30. Damn it.