Mar 28, 2006 00:17
Okay, typing would suck alot less if I didnt have my nails done today but oh well.
So I love Rafik with all my heart and soul and I just have some things I need to get off my chest before I spontaniously combust in my living room.
Lately he has been the laziest person in the world. All he does when hes not working is sit on the computer and play his PC game...or on the X-Box and play halo. I guess he thinks that spending quality time with me is playing halo 2 online with me. Even before bed hes eading his book. I have to BEG him to do chores...and one of these days when he keeps ignoring me im going to break his damn game.
He hasnt told me that he still thinks im sexy in a while. Its like hes here...but his mind is somewhere else. I think he spends more time with lil Fik then with me. He cant be like this when Nadia is born or else im going to go crazy. Im already depressed enough....
Anyway, tomorrow I have to take Fik to the dr for a physical for daycare. Hes on the waiting list for Benning Buddies (ages 2-3) so hopefully he'll be accepted by the time Nadia is born. He goes to the hourly daycare every once in a while. Hes going on Monday when I got to my Dr appt. 32 weeks...holy crap she is going to be here soon. Im excited and nervous all at the same time. I want to stay pregnant as long as possible but im so uncomfortable. This pregnancy has been so different from when I was pregnant with Fik. My back is constantly hurting and i have BH contractions all the time. I think she may come early so im trying to get the nursery done by next month. All we need is the crib and a dresser and to put all her clothes and stuff away.
Im going to try and go to sleep...even tho I really dont want to lay next to Fik. Im sure ill feel better tomorrow.